HellGod

Mujhse puchte hai mai kyo naraj hu...
Gusaa hu ya svabhav se kharab hu...
Dikhta hu paani jesa...
Paani hi hu ya teezab hu...?
Bahut bada sawal hai...
Bawal hai pyar ye saala fir bhi kmaal hai...
Tedhi duniya me sedha rhna khrab hai...
Jesa mahool hota hai khud ko vese dhalta hu...
Sher ki khal jo pehne baithe bhediyo ko b ache se pehchanta hu...
Apni kamiyo ko b nahi bakshta maar dalta hu...
Dil se jo emotion nikle kabr nahi khodta seedha gadhta hu...
Kar dunga maaf tujhko jo koi teri galti hai...
Khud ko nahi karne ka kyonki vo mene khud ki hai...
Manunga agar galti hai to galti hai...
Usool kuch tehde hai galti se bhi na ki kabhi galti hai...
Bina galti ke jhuka nahi kabhi itni to tere bhai ki chalti hai...
Dekh ke jalti hai kaiyo ki dekh-dekh ke jalti hai...
Naya naya yo khun hai mera thoda to ublega...
Thaan lia sangwan tera agle janam me h sudhrega...
Lagaa dunga raste jo b tere liye dil se bhav koi niklega...
Upar-upar dil ka himalya jma hua hai aj pighlega...
Chupa hua jo jvalamukhi, dhadhakhti rakhein...
Chamaktein annche jale hue dil ki kahani uglega...
Sare bolte hai mujse ke kam kam bolta hu...
Chup chup jyada rehta hu nahi raaz apne  kholta hu...
Chup-chup to apne ap rahunga ab kise se kya kahunga...
Kese samjhao tumhe kya kya batao tumhe...
Dil or dimag se pehle soch samjh k bolta tha...
Ek ek lafz ko ache se toollta tha...
Ab dil or dimag mein khud mein hi jhagda hai...
Unka apna khud ka 24 ghante ka lafda hai...
Dil mera uski oor muje kheech le jata hai...
Dimag ladh-bidh ke vapas muje khud par laata hai...
Self respect se badhkar kuch bhi nahi...
Ek waqt me ja ke smjh aata h...
Taar sare dil ke kise ne jala dale hai...
Dimag mein soch soch ke pad gaye jaale hai...
Dono apne apne surat-o-haal mein khrab hai...
Jabse usne ki lyf ki meri esi tesi labon pe khamoshi, ankhon mein pagalpan or dil me aag hai...
Ek taraf sunte mere demon rap/emimem...
Or dusri traf angels sunte ghazal/sufi/satinder sartaaj hai...
Ye mera aaj hai...
Kal mera behtar tha...
Ye meri raat hai...
Din mera behtar tha...
Aj mausam khrab hai mat puch kal kya weather tha...
Ab din mein or raat mein dil ka alag mahool hai...
Meri zindagi mein ye kesa jhol hai...
Bhavnao ka gadha ghol hai...
Zindagi ki picture main meri uski najro main mera h villion vla role hai...
Usko lgti meri sab pyar ki batein troll hai...
Batein meri gol hai sidhe sidhe na smjhaunga...
Choti moti beta baat nahi hai abi to gehraiyon mein le jaunga...
Jo haste hai dusro ke mushkil halato par...
Unko vahi chor aunga...
Mere andhere mein kaale kaale mind ki gehriyon mein reh ke daranae vale demons se milvaunga...
Khwab b kale hai...
Meri to raat kya din bhi hah kale hai...
Muskilo se lad ke, sab se bhayanak se ad ke...
Kankalo ke sir pe chadh ke...
Bhole ke nashe mein rang ke...
Bhang ke jug se bhar ke...
Tata bye bye sab ko kar ke...
Ankho mein laali bhar ke...
Gir gir ke uth uth ke...
Smbhal-sambhal ke...
Hamne raste khud ke bana dale hai...
Swagat hmaari puja ki thalli bhar ke...
Sabne kar daale hai...
Presan or hairon mujse ghar wale hain...
Tune jab mara mujko tu kamyab hui...
Naseeb muje teri badolat nark ki aag hui...
Do jahano ke bech mein jinda tha...
Sajaa mujko mili tere pyar me jo andha tha...
Mar chuka hun mein adhi meri rooh nark mein kaid hai...
Mera naam vaha "hell god" ke nam se sala aj bhi darj hai...
Shart par mujko unhone isliye hi chora hai...
Ek ab bhi mere andar hissa shaitono ki raah ka roda hai...
Sacha jo pyar kiya dojat or jannat apni apni traf mujko kheche hai...
Ye dekh mere sath fauj meri peche piche hai...
Mein maut ke muh se lauta hu zindagi ko  fir se haara hu...
Ese maut se jeeta hun yun kismat ka maara hun...
Nape mujko mere auhdo ko kise bhi measurement me kab se fit na a rha hu...
Khud ke dam pe jahan mein apna naya basa rah hu...
Likh likh ke kuch de jaunga duniya ko ise liye tham na pa rah hu...
Har angle se har haal ko likhe ja rah hu...
Khud ke liye hai ye pehchan bana rah hu...
Lautunga firse kan khol ke sun le yara firse jaldi aa rah hu...
#Yatesh