Situation- When your bestfriend forcibly tried to get into your life, and you're already struckin somewhere.
Nafrat hai na shikayat hai...
Na rutha hu na tujse mohabbat hai...
Na thi kabhi ek kosis thi khus rehne ki...
Or bas kadam kadam par me ruk jata tha...
Tujhe rookta tha sedhe sedhe lafzon me samjhata tha...
Rooka tujhko tooka tujhko...
Kai dafa tujhe dia bata...
Mujhe apna ache se hai pata...
Mein kaid kabhi reh sakta nahi...
Ye bandhan mujhko khate hai...
Bedhangi batein bin sir per ke na mujko bhate hai...
Mein andhero mein hu ye tere bebak ujale mujko jalate hai...
Mera kisi par benama nahi mein ek ajad bhatakta badal hu...
Barasta hu jha mann khus karta hu...
Chhune jo chalo mujhko to khud ko dekho...
Or ulta muje samjahti ho ke mein pagal hu...
Hona kya hai jis hal mein tu, mein unse nikal kar gujra hu...
Ek wakt tha pura-pura mein...
Aj bas ek tooota sa tukda hu...
Soo bat ki ek baat samjah na bevafa hu na fukraa hu...
Tune kosis ki lakh mana karne ke bad...
Tu giri chot khake is baat se beshak ukhda ukhda hu...
Afsos hai mujko dukh bhi hai...
Par teri is haalat ka samadhan meri traf se mushkil hai...
Mein to na tera tha, na tera hu na tera kabhi ho sakta hu...
Mein bhi insan hu, hallat hai mushkil mere, tu samjhe insan bura mein dil ka hu...
Ye kaid mohabbat ke naam ki ye ishq ke pinjro me mein reh sakta nahi...
Mein ek waqt inhe se nikal kar azaad hua...
Mein khada hu aj jesa bhi tujhe lage sayd barbaad hua...
Mein khud mein khudi ko jagakar hu firse abaad hua...
Mana kuch bevkofiya hum se bhi hui unko najarandaj main kar sakta nahi...
Seedhe seedhe lafzon mein keh sakta hu kise se bhi mein darta nahi...
Tu samjah na paye mujhko...
Main andar tak samajhta hu tujhko...
Or hum to pehle hi kahi or fase hue hai samjhaya tha...
Ye waqt sahi nahi sath rehne ka tere tab bhi samjh kaha aya tha...
Thi shart yahi ke samjhdari yahi hai ki sirf dost rahe...
Khud ko rooka dur rakha anjam mere ankho ke aage in sb ka dataa rahe...
Ab lakh tu kuch bhi kosis kar, galat mujhe thehra ya nafrat kar...
Main janta hu har pal mein apni gajah par thek tha...
Jesa mujhe rehna chaye tha me vese tha...
Tujhe acha laga vo dosti vala sath mera...
Is se jyada tere liye kuch kar sakta nahi...
Ye teri meri raah alag tere sath apni raah chor ke bhi mein chal sakta nahi...
Tera mera koi mel nahi, or tujhme gar tu chahe mein fir bhi rahu to ye zindagi hai koi kaid nahi...
Soch ke dekh meri traf se jitne ki tu hakdar thi tujko us se jyada mila...
Tere pas mein chalkar aya nahi har mod har pal hi tu waqt par waqt ki traha aage khada mila...
Ye dosti teri ye sab chje jo bhi tha...
Mai tahe dil se sab chejo ka sukargujar hu...
Mein bhi jeene ki tavazoo rakhta hu...
Mein apne vicharo se azaad hu...
Jo tu samjhe tere sath rahu mera tere pas mein kuch bhi nahi...
Hai jaade alag meri mera kahi or hi hai dil ka thikana tere pas kise bhi halat main me thek nahi...
Galti teri jo aj is mukam tak a phauche...
Acha hoga gar tu chor muje khud par dhyan de or apne bare mein soche...
Beshaq tujhe lagega mein kyo aya teri zindagi mein ese bhul ja gar koi puche tu keh de tujhe yad nahi...
Samajhne vale kam hai or betha-betha kar, kar kosis mein smjhane vala nahi...
Mein acha hu ya bura har waqt har hallat mein alag ek insan hu...
Acho mein unka sab se acha hu...
Buro mein khud ek pehchan hu...
Antim yahi baat hai jab saman samajh nahi...
Or ek jesa kuch bhi nahi...
To tere sath kisi bhi trah se jude rehna sahi nahi...
Tu apni jagah mein apni gajah sab khatm yahi...
Muje khud ko chor ke kise duje ki parwah nahi...
Ha hu bura mein jo tu samjhe...
Sab jante hai main kesa hu parda kise se kuch bhi nahi...
Smajh samajh ki baat hai sari jab tu mujhko samjh sakti nahi aage koi baat nahi...
Or khud ko mein sabit karu ese mere hallat nahi...
Or kise bhi chez ke liye, javab sawal ke liye kise ke mai tyar nahi...
Ab koi bat nahi...
By-Yatesh
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