Koi Tujhko Chahe...

Ye kesi khud se hai khud ki andekhiyan...
Kuch kar beth ta hu khud hi bevkoofiyan...
Muje rook leti hai tujse meri ye najdeekiyan...
Khud hi ha baj padti hai dil ki dekh tujko  seetiyan...
Roku ha khud ko smjhao ha dil ko...
Deta firre ye bas davat muskilo ko...
Bhule hai betha tere piche sabhi manjilo ko...
Kehta hai mil jo tu jae...
Marna du chor, fir se jeena a jaye...
Koi ja ke tuje samjaye bedard nahi hai ye teri sajaye...
Bas kar tu jo jindagi hai meri, kahi mujko hi jeete ji maut na le aye...
Koi tujhko bataye, koi tujhko samjhaye...
Jitna mein chahu tuje koi na chahe...
Sadiyo purani hai ye teri meri kahani dhak le hatho se ye jalte diye mere pyar ke kahi bujh hi na jaye...
Aisa na ho kahi hum kho hi na jaye tu dhunde muje or ye sansein meri mujh mein hi na paye...
Fir sir rakh ke mera bahon mein ek dafa ankhon mein meri dekhna...
Sayad ye sansein meri tuje dekh kar fir laut aye...
Tu fir na sataye...
Dar se, khone ko muje fir se kahi dur na jaye...
Fir na kahe tu ke tu mujhko na chahe...
Jo pucho jwabo mein apne der na lagaye...
Kar de karam mujpe khudaya jab jab jikr ha uska mere lekho mein aye...
Padhe jb b koi, sune mujko jb b koi, battein meri, mohabbat meri, rooh mein gujrke uske dil me utar jaye...
Chahe koi tujhko ha ese chahe...
Dekha...! chahe koi tujhko ha ese chahe...
Kuch to esa ho jaye teri samjh mein bhi ye aye...
Nam tera jikra tera jab bhi ha aye...
Sansein tham si meri ha jayein...
Ye pal ruk se jayein...
Dhunde ankhein bhari bhed mein tujhko fir b tu na paye...
Khuda se puch le mein teri rooh ka tukda alag jee raha hu yaha...
Ye deri teri, khamoshi teri,
teri berukhi, teri khudgarjiyan bepanah...
Jeete ji mere liye hai ye saja...
Tere bin kam hi bachti hai jeene ki meri wajah...
Ye sard rattein ye tanhaiyan...
Vo ummido bhare din vo yadon ki teri parchaiyan...
Bas yahi hai ha baaki yaadon mein...
Tere bin meri ye teri meri kahani...
Or umar bhar ki tuj se mili mujko jo
ye meri anokhi jindagani...
Ye baatein jra hat ke hai har kise ke samajh bhi toh nahi aani...

Hallat-e-Mohabbat

Kya mila duniya me akar gar mushkilo me uljha raha...
Toota raha har pal tu kyo yaadon me bikhra raha...
Kyo na jiya tu vo pal jo dil me tere sapna raha...
Tu khud hi hai ya jimmedar iska tera koi apna raha...?
Yun to har pal mushkile hai uski bandgi mein...
Is se bhi jyada kya masle hai teri zindagi mein...
Kyo jab tune pak raho pe chalke dikhaya,
teri bandgi sadgi ko kyo vo na samajh paya...
Sahi raaho par tu tha...
Pura smarpit bhi tu tha...
Kya khata hui rab jane...
Koi itna be-asar ho sakta hai dil na mane...
Gila, shikva, narajgi, berukhi ka alam jo seh le vo h jane...
Gila iska ke humne der kyo ki...
Humne samjhaya gor do bat pe ke...
Dar tha khone ka jaldbaji hame nahi fabti...
Or har baat par dil ka kabzaa hai ab humari blkul nahi chalti...
Acha shikva ye ke hum me bachpana hai...
Sochna smajhna vo smjhe ke hmare baski kaha hai...
Mein vo khayalt samjhu vo jajbaat samjhu...
Jo gehri hai pagal na banu har baat samjhu...
Ab unhe kon samjhaye ye jakar mere dil ke shayar-e-galib...
Ke dil par kise ka jor kya hai...
Humne to ek jhalak me pehli dafa dekhte h ye fainsla kiya hai...
Ke aj se chor diya tere liye dekhte hi fark karna ke sahi or galat kya hai...
Yun bhi na gor kiya kabi kise ke baton pe ke tu ye esi hai ye vesi hai...
Bas dil ne keh diya or maan liya jaise chye thi ye blkul vesi hai...
Or fir vo varsho tak ki ektarfa us se chahhat...
Jab fir is bhool ko sudhara to fir ulfat-hi-ulfat...
Ye humara ankhe moond kar sirf unhe chahna unko bhaa gaya...
Ab vo thehre anjaan in sacchi pak chahto se...
Na to chora or na jane diya bas dil behlane ke liye uljha liya...
Or ise pagalpan ne hume shayar bana diya...
Vo bhi lutf uthate rahe meri likhi har bat ka...
Kiya shukriya or kaha aj tak kise ne humre liye na esa kiya...
Har dil ki baat likhi unko bhati chali gayi...
Or vo sabko ke koi uske liye ese kar rha hai dikhati chali gayi...
Dheree dheree dil unka bhar gaya...
Or mit bethe hai or sach me unnke liye na mar bethe, na dho bethe jindagi se hath,
ise dar ne unke unhone hume darkinaar kar diya...
Unke liye asan tha vo kar bethe...
Ye najarandaj karna unka hum upar se has diye dil se jal bethe...
Ab kya kare kiski ibadat kare khuda mana jise uski berukhi ne hi keh diya naya maksad dhund le...
Ab ek hi toh hai in ankho ko koi dikhta nahi to koi kese naya rab apna dhund le...
Haal is kadar hai ki jikar kise ka bhi ho...
Naam uska hi hai, aj bhi khyal usi ka hi hai...
Swaal koi bhi ho jawab vo hi hai...
Ye jo dil me dard hai, pyar hai, ye sab jajbaat usi ke h usi se mile yaha tak ye shayri or likhna b uska h usi ke liye hai...
Koi galat samjhe ya sahi yahi sach hai baki apka najariya hai yha to kmbhakat ye dil besabr hai...
Manjil vo hi hai or thi har baat jo dil se nikli uske liye bs...
Baki har shaqs ek jariya hai...
Jariya hai jo dabe swallat jajbaat khayalat hai sab us ke usi ke liye...
Ab laut kar uspar aao toh vo mere is pagalpan or andaaj ki to kayaal thi...
Samajh na payi kabhi bas thodi si pagal thi...
Ab kya karta, chor diya use...! sayad uski khusi or duniya kahi or thi...
Mujh se to bas ek majburi vali judi door thi...
Jane diya is kadar kiya ke uske liye asan rahe...
Khud ko galat sabit kiya,
Uske sath vo sb kiya...
Use vo kaha jiski ummed mujse vo khwabo me bhi na kare...
Viswas dilaya ke koi fark ni padta tu rahe ya na tu ja teri jarurat nahi...
Teri humdardi or jhooti tassali ki bhi ab muje adaat nahi...
Or bhi bhut kuch na chahte hue bhi keh betha...
Sab uski khusi ke liye...
Beshaq bura laga ho use lekin jo thek tha vo hi kar betha...
Mera kya khus hu bas usko ye bataya ye sab kar ke...
Or shayad vo bhi...
Ab kya? me khus hu jankar....
Kuch log kabhi nahi samjhte,
Vse b vo yahi chahti thi...
Bas ek mauka chahti thi or vo mne use diya...
khud se is kadar azaad kiya...
Or fir maafi b mangi khud kuch din baad bina galti kiye jese sada hi mangta raha...
Lekin bs sayd vo ab cheje matter ni karti...
Bas ab itna hi,
ab yahi hai vo aage badh gye or khush hai...
To muje b kosis karni hai...
Bahut raaj kar liya dil ne ab dimag ki sun ni hai...
Bahut loche hue hai in raaho mein ab ek nayi shuruat karni hai...
no comments please...
no ques...
no judgement...
Personal
such things are beyond explanation...
(move on and go with the flow try to forget what bring u back, just focus on ur future, do something for others, God send u here for a purpose find and fulfil it for the people, for the world, help in making ur surrounding (the world) a better place to live;  for the upcoming nd present generation, nd be connected in groups with those who have same ideas nd a view or purpose in their life ......)
By-Yatesh Sangwan

Dard-e-Dil

                                 (1)
                                
Har roj tarasta tha...
Use dekhne ko...
Us se bat karne ko...
Use samajhne ko...
Aur kareb se jan ne ko...
Uske dukho ko apnane ko...
Use apnane ko...
Samjhane ko ke kitna pyar hai us se...
Na jane kyo khud ko alag rakhti thi mujse...
Koi to vajah hogi uski bhi koi majburi hogi...
Socha na tha kabi us se itni duri hogi...
Ek arsa ho gaya dekhe use...
Na jane ye tammanna b meri kab puri hogi...
Keh to diya mene us se ke me khus hu...
Or yakeen bhi dila chuka hu...
Ke mein ab kise ki khysiyo ki wajah hu...
Kosis ki tuje bhulne ki...
Ek nayi zindagi suru karne ki...
Fir se muskurane ki...
Par zindagi ko ye gawara na hua...
Ho chuka hai saccha pyar mera, kosis ki fir par dubara na hua...
Ab kuch  bhi ho tu khush hai ab or teri zindagi me presaniya na launga...
Chupa ke rakhunga tujhse, pyar hai aj bhi kise se na kahunga...

                                  (2)
Khusiya chor ke humne dard chune...
Jeena chora jeete ji marna chuna...
Hasi chor ke mene ansu chune...
Lafz chor ke khamosh rehna chuna...
Ujale chor diye humne andhere chune...
Shehra chor kafan apnaya...
Phull chor ke kante apnaye...
Barishen chor ke jalti dhup ko apnaya...
Sheetal si hawa chor andhiyon ke jor apnaye...
Din chore raatein chuni...
Dillagi chori mohabbat chuni...
Humne jalna chuna...
Humne vo raaton ka shor suna...
Andhero ke rang dekhe...
Rang mein padte khud ke bhang dekhe...
Ache khwab chor bure khwab hmare hisse pade...
Har asan raahein chori...
Mushkil raahon par chale...
Kuch na chahte mila kuch humne chuna...
Hum to chup chap rahein in dhadkano ka shor na unhone suna...
Kudrat ne chuna hume in raahon par chalne ke liye...
Ulajhne ke liye...
Tarasne ke liye...
Tadapne ke liye...
Unse jallel hone ke liye...
Khud me khone ke liye...
Tanhai me rone ke liye...
Bas chuna nahi to unhone...

                                  (3)
                                 
Na jane usme esa kya hai ke muje jisne itna tooda hai...
Usi ki kadar sabse jyda me aj karta hu...
Kyonki use is kadar mein pyar karta hu...
Pta nahi kya kami rahi meri use chahne mein pane ki kosis kar pane mein...
Ke mein nakam raha...
Or yahi vajah hai ke mein jitni bhi kosis kar lu aage badhne ki sab bekar hai...
Kosis ki lekin kuch ni mila mujse pyar kise ko ni mila...
Mili to bas nafrat kyo ki pyar to muje  b kabi ni mila...
Na mene us se dekha na jana na seekha na mehsus kia...
To mein kise ko kese vo pyar de pata...
Mein to de sakta hun bas dukh jo muje mila in pyar ki rahoon mein aakar...
Mila gam andhera ansu dukh dard khwabo mein uski bahon mein aakar...
Mein na jane kyo ni use apna banaya paya duniya mein aakar...
Ha jese ke mere duniya mein ana use pana ek maksad ho bas...
Sayad meri shuruat thek nahi thi sayad meri koi bat thek nahi thi sayad mujme vo bat h nahi thi...
Ya sayad use humari darkar hi nahi thi isliye unki najro mein hamari koi qadar h nahi thi...
Syad bhut sambhav bat ye hi hai sayad vo kise or ka pyar thi...
Sayad uski mohabbat mujhse b damdar thi...
Ya meri aukat sayad use pane layak na thi...
Sayad meri hasiyat use pyar karne ke kabil na thi...
Ise liye hi mein use nahi pa saka...
Use nahi samjha saka...
Nahi sahi se bata saka...
Sayd mene us se izharr kar ke galti ki...
Sayad kamyab ho ke paise kma ke jata ye sayd thodi mene jaldi ki...
Sayd vo meri kamyabi mere paise se pyar kar leti...
Us kadar kam se kam vo sath to rehti...
Vo bs aish o aram dekhti...
Or bas mein use dekh jiye jata...
Muskuraye jata sayd kuch din mere sath reh ke jan pati...
Sayad use te samajh a jaati...
Ke kise ko chahana ek tarfa or uske nam sari apni jindagi kar dena...
Apna man lena kitna muskil hai...
Na jane kya hua h use kuch khabar nahi koi kadar nahi...

                                (4)
                               

Ye pagalpan hai tumhara bataya jaata hai...
Esa mumkin nahi hai kehkar thukraya jaata hai...
Hasta firta hai mukhota liye...
Vo jeeta hai jhuthe sapne ummide liye...
Zindagi or pyar kabhi usko fir milta nahi...
Chalta hai zamane me bas dale majburiyio ki vo beeddi aisa girta hai ke sambhalta nahi...
Jhutha tumhe sabit kraya jayega...
Ye natak hai mohabbat tumhari kehke hasa jayega...
Duniya ke aage tujhe fir giraya jayega...
Ye pagal hai bataya jayega...
Tu royega har din...
Raatein katengi soye bin...
Gumsum sa tu rhega...
Lakh kosis karega fir se vapis jeene ki har jayega...
Ye pyar ye baatein ye teri bevkofiyo ki vajah btaya jayega...
Hasi ayegi khud pe or sath hi sath ankhon me nami...
Kya karna ha kya nahi...
Jeeena hai ya nahi...
Sala kuch samajh ni ayega...
Or raggon me khon nahi pyar hai teri...
Kitna bhi bhag le is se bach nahi payega...
Tu pyar mat kar tujhe pyar, pyar krayega...
Tujhe bhi kise par pyar ayega...
Or ye dekhne vali baat hai ke pyar dukh layega ya khusiya layega...
Ujale layega ya andhera layega...
Koi mere jesa shayar fir in raahon me ayega...
Halllat khoon se likh ke jayega...
Har kise ke hisse pyar ka ujala nahi padta janab...
Andheera pyar ka fir se kise ko sabak sikha jayega...
Or zindagi deta hai pyar to zindagi chen bhi leta hai ye meri kahani se samajh ayega...
Na nah hum kuch aisa nahi krenge jo badnam kahani ban jaye...
Ye to shayaro ki zuban hai koi gujrega in hallaton se vo hi samajh payega...
Ke khali saans lena zindagi nahi...
Yun mojud rehna duniya me, kehlana zinda nahi...
Koi apni zuban me naye dhang se yahi baat keh jayega...!!!

                               (5)
Laut a re, laut a re...
Dekhein vo ankhein, raahein teri jo tujko chahe...
Jindagi fir se tujhko bulaye, chal jindagi ko jeena sikhaye...
Kya pata fir se, hasi unke ansuo ke piche se laut aye...
Kitna hasi ho vo pal jab tu muskuraye...
Khusiyan sabhi, pyar vahi fir se pata tera bataye...
Ke laut a re...
Laut a re...
Vo raatein, vo jagmag sitare...
Sardiyo ki jalti vo anchein...
Vo meethi gehri si baatein...
Kitna hasi ho vo din jeene ki jo tu kise ki ban jaye wajah re...
Fir tujhko koi chahe...
Kabhi na sataye...
Kabhi na rulaye...
Rutha hai kyo?
Tu hai ha kaha...
Ankhein meri dhundein tujhe...
Manjile puche tera pata...
Je lee fir se has le tu thoda...
Koi hoga jo jode tuje...
Bhul use jisne hai toda...
Majburi hogi koi bech rahon mein jisne chora...
Khud ko tu uh de na saja...
Na tu na vo...
Bas waqt tha vjah...

By-yatesh

                          

Tu

Chor di hai saansein mene...
Chora hai jeena tere bin...
Jeete ji khud ko maara hai mene...
Karta bhi kya ab je ke tere bin...
Raatein bhi kaali lambi or khali...
Din b ye kaale bechaini vale...
Teri ye duniya teri ye khushiya tere hawale...
Tere hawale...²
Madham si sardi ki jesi dhuup tu...
Meri sard raaton mein bhi khwab  barishon vale...
Mere gehre se ghavo pe davao jesi methi si foonk tu...
Mere hone se tere jeevan me andhere or badal ye kaale...
Chahta hu bas mein; chor muje tu, hal pe mere...
Khud ko sambhale...
Ye teri na thi khata jo b hua...
Chaha bhut mene tuje, bs pyar tuje hi na hua...
Jo bhi ho jesa bhi ho mne tujhko chuna...
Dil ne chupke se manga tuje rab se or mene suna...
Chun ke tuje dil me lia basa...
Kher pyar mera tuje ras na aya...
Tere siva koi na fir mujko bhaya...
Jo tujse hua kbi na, kahi na hua...
Jaana hawao ne jb tera hu mein...
Mana barishon ne jb tera hun mein...
Pehchana jab ankhon se meri duniya ne chehra tra...
Khamoshiyon me meri pehra tera...
Tab se main jag se tere us rab se begana hua...
Kise ne bhi na fir mujko chaha na hawao ne mujko chua...
Tu hi mera sb kuch tu hi mera khuda hua...
Begana hu apno mein...
Bs jinda hu sapno mein...
Yaadein teri, baatein teri...
Khatayein meri, tujse mili sajayein meri...
Ye hi hai ab jindagani meri...
Kahani meri...

Ek Kudi

Ek kudi si ha yaro mere naal di...
Menu aaj kal badi chete aundi hai...
8 vi cha nall mere pdh di si...
Sohni surat oudi na bhulai menu jandi hai...
Menu luk luk takdi si sara din, nal- e  ankha nal ishare rehndi kardi...
Jado gal mere nal beh ke kade kardi...
Ni aap-aap kehndi si menu thakdi...
Ek kudi----------------chete aundi hai....
Auda mukhda gulabi,naal e holi-holi saang di...
Pariya de vangu si ho laagdi...
Jado kar da si ni gaal baat main...
Mere piche aake holi jehi khang di...
Ek kudi----------------chete aundi hai....
Nave saal ch ha gal ohne dil vaali das di...
Kehndi chaundi ha ve jaatta tenu..
Hun ni kese toh me dar di...
Oh changi trha jaan di si kurane wale jaat nu...
Ainve ni si ha mere utthe marr di...
Mai chaunda si ha audo kise hor nu...
Oh toh gal audi chup jeha ho ke najarandaj mein kar di...
Ek kudi----------------chete aundi hai....
Mai bhi pak mohabbata da maara si...
Ohde pyar di hi qadar ghatt kar di...
Ek din aake gusse vich leya fainsla...
Saari gall ohnu dil vali das di,
Ek pal vich hi naah sada layi ohnu kaar di...
Ek kudi----------------chete aundi hai....
Ankha vich ansu bhar ke oh tur payi...
Jandi jandi dil uthe bhar jeha rakh gayi...
Kal hi fb vich post auda vekha si...
Ohne bhi kise munde nu haa kaar di...
Ek kudi----------------chete aundi hai....
Main chaunda si haa audo yaaro jis nu...
Gal jado ohnu daasi ohne ek passe
rakh dayi...
Jaat hath mal da hi yaaro reh gya...
Jinu karda pyar or jo si kardi...
Dono ek-ek kar chad gaye...
Thanks
By-Yatesh Sangwan

Dard Avalle

Alfaaz be rutthe ne ...
Te mere saaz bhi rutthe ne...
Lorry zindagi di tur gai ah...
Mere sare khwab b tutte ne...
Mere palle pe gaye ah...
Janma de jhuthe ne...
Dil diya sifarisha ne kohram machaya eh...
Meri is jindagi ch tuffan jeya aya eh...
Kis mod te la ditta...
Sab kuch hi gava ditta
Inj lagda ve rabba sab khud hi mitta diita...
Hathan di lakeeran de ku magar pda ve...
Karma nal jeda likh sakda si mein ohh mauka bhi gava ditta ve...
Kuch kar hi na paya...
Jinda ta raha ve me par jee hi na paya...
Waqt de palle chad da ya hallatan nu deva bata vajah mein...
Eh dil de palle pe ke ki-ki betha gava mein...
Jedi bachi-kuchi zindagi eh reejhan nall bitani...
Ni kar sakda vaada ke teri vaad ni auni...
Jhooth bola ni jana ve sach puch na bethi...
Ve kal bhi marda si tere te, ve marda ajj vi...
Tainu chaun de siva na karda kuch vi...
Dil karan h ni denda...
Jeda dard pa leya...
Ve yarra maran bhi ni denda...
Haal das ke kise to ki fayda...
Likh-likh kari janda dil te haula jeda bhar si rehnda....
Koi jeena ni chaunda te koi jeen ni denda...

Aas- Ik Gal

Saukha tera menu chdd​ jana...
Chdd ke vapas na ana...
Haal vi puchya kade ni...
Piche kade mudiya ni...
Di tenu vjah jaan di tu jedi chaundi si...
Khud vich h khatm ho gya...
Kade tre karke jeda sannh aunda si...
Likhda si romntic song kade jo...
Sunanda rajj ke sabnu...
Teri har ek ada btaunda si...
Tu tah kade kadar ni kitti rab vangu man da si...
Changi family da munda tah hi ta thora sangda si...
Tu jatti sohni teh oh vi kede ghat da si...
Tu ta bas rahi bekhabar...
Hounkhe raatan vich tere karke bharda si...
Kisi nu kuch ni kehnda...
Dukh di koi seema ni si jo tere karke kat da si...
Sari umran tere piche...
12 sal tenu kuch na vikkhe...
Bol tere inne fikke...
Sunda si tere muh to jeher jeda kad di si...
Fer b rehnda hasda tera har ohnu nakhra jachda si...
Nit nave jede geet si rachda luka ke naam tera sohniye....
Geetan nu sab nu sunanda si...
3-4 jede yaar si pakke bhai sun ke geetan nu adiye har bari ro pende si...
Panj akkhar da tera nam sohniye saahan vich chalda si...
Hun auda hal bura hai...
Jeena ohne tenu kehke thek haah mai kadon da chadd ditta hai...
Chup chup rehnda hai...
Rattan nu neend ni aundi sanjh dhale ro penda hai...
Smjhda hai majbut khud nu khoya khoya rehnda aai...
Teri heh khabar osnu mud ke tu auna ni...
Intazar bas moond ke ankha bhari jawani maut da karda hai...
Ve sohniye ve oh adiye...
Sannhan di door tere kol h audi...
Tu hi hai tu h rehni jindgi sada hi audi...
Kede krma di saja eh...
Ohne ki kitta bura eh...
Hun ta jo kade jo hui khata ohnu bas maf tu karde...
Chukk le eh phone tu apna ghat to ghat miss call h kar de...
Das de teri ki majburi...
Ehni je pa bethi duri...
Kar le char gallan aude nall khud hi samjha la ni...
Je ho skda he tere to je krdi pyar tu ohnu...
Sachi aali preetan sohniye aude naal la la ni...
Photo kar rakhi save teri ohnu takda rehnda hai...
Eh si ha jaan meri has ke keh denda hai...
Tu vi hou khush apne ch...
Tu bhi hou idda kise sapne ch...
Jo kitta sahi ha kitta...
Tu apne ch m apne ch...
Ese krke kuch na khnda h....
By-Yatesh
#Personal
#Emotional
#Reality
#Work
#Imagination

Sab Khatam (It's Over)

June 13, 2016
Dil chahta hai bas ye pagalpan ab khatam kar du...
Aj abhi isi waqt ye jazbaat saare dafan kar du...
Dafan kar doon baate sabhi...
Dafan kar doon vo yaadein sabhi...
Bhool jao ke tu kon hai...
Is traha ek nayi shuruat kar du...
Ye udne firne machlne vala dil ishq ke pinjre se aajad kar doon...
Yahi sahi hai tu kya chahti hai tere vjah se khud ko barbad kar doon....?
Or kyo na bhulu tujhe...
Tujhpar mera adhikar hi kya hai...
Tune to ab tak dekh mre pyar ka vse bhi apman kiya hai...
Khud par sada hi abhiman kiya hai...
Kya main tere kaabil nahi...?
Tu sochti hai kya tere siva kya mujhe kuch hasil nahi?
Tu karti rahegi najar-andaj main kab tak sehta rahunga...
Tu karti reh abhiman kab tak fir bhi main tujhe chahta rahunga...
Ek tarfa pyar kiya tujhse kabhi na tera sath mila...
Ankho ke ansu se sincha pyar tera na koi ab tak pushp khila...
Shikwe hi shikwe gila hi gila...
Kar ke mohabbat tujse sada dukh hi dukh mila...
Dukh sabse jyda is baat ka ke tera kabi na sath mila...
Pyar to bahut door ki baat dosti ka bhi na tera hath mila...
Tu na chahte hue mujse shadi kese kregi...
Jesi tune hah ki hai...
Ya ye bhi jhuti tune koi sajis ki hai...
Na koi baat na meri baaton ka jwab...
Ek ek kar toda tune mera har khwab...
Khwab mera tujhe pane ka...
Khwab tujhe dil me basane ka...
Khwab tujhe beintaha chahne ka...
Khwab tera pyar pane ka...
Tu to kahi or hi guum hai...
Ek baar dekh tre bina swarg bhi mera yha jhannum hai...
Par tujhe kya tuje parwah hi kya...
Muj se parda hi kya...
Tuje chahta gaya teri hazaro galtiyo ke baad bhi...
Kai baatein tere bare me sun ne k bad bhi...
Jis din tujhe dil ka hal bataya...
Tujhe chahta hu jab samjhaya...
Tune to tabhi mera mjak banaya...
Mujhe bevkoof ko tab bhi samajh na aya...
Ab ye ehsan sa mat kar...
Ye tuje farak padta hai iska natak mat kar...
Mai janta hoon tu pyar mujse karti nahi...
Pyar mera aur mujhe kho degi is bat se bhi tu darti nahi...
Kyoki pyar tu mujh se karti nahi...
Kassh jab tujhe dil ki baat batai muje tabhi daant ke mana karti...
Ye ghumane vali baatein na karti...
Kehti hai ke khul ke kuch keh sakti nahi...
Kya hoga kuch guarantee le sakti nahi...
Hai pata muje me ek extra option hu tere liye...
Jo sath lekar chl rhi h muje...
Jis din mujh se behtar mil gya tujhe tu bhul jayegi kon hoon mai...
Bas sauda kar ke bethi hai meri shrafat ka....
Meri pak mohabbat ka...
Kamyab hua to mohabbat bhi kamyab hai teri...
Aur nahi hua to kya kahegi nakamyabi hai meri...
Kyon chahu bevajah tujhe...
Khud aj tak samjh nahi aaya mujhe...
Kehta hoon tu pehla pyar hai...
Tu hi saccha or akhiri pyar hai...
Lagta hai ab sab jhoot mujhe...
Afssos rhega jeevan bhar tujhe mene kyo chaha...
Kyon tujse pyar kiya...
Kyo tera samman kiya...
Dil mein rab bna ke tujhe sthan diya...
Sach puch to is samman or pyar ke tu kabil nahi...
Tu mere pyar ke layak nahi...
Muj jese insaan ke liye layak nahi...
Tujhe qadar nahi tujhe pyar nahi...
Mera or mere pyar ka samman nahi...
Meri baaton or mere liye waqt nahi...
Main tere liye or tu mere liye sahi nahi...
Ja kal se tujhse pyar nahi....
Tera jikar nahi...
Tera fiqar nahi...
Ye likhna tujhe chahna kal se sab band...
Ja dhund aisa koi jo de sake tuje jeevan anaand...
Pyar mohaabat sab kal se band...
Bahut ho chuka jeevan jhand...
Ab jaake mile hai dil ko thand...
Ab bhul tujhe chain ki neende soya karunga...
Khwabo mein bekar nahi kise ke khoya karunga...
Yad kar nahi tujhe ab dukhi hoya karunga...
Aj se jaldi soya karunga...
Befiqra reh tu ab formality nibhane ki ab jarurat nahi...
Kyo mere liye samay nahi, bahane banane ki jarurat nahi...
Main maksad naya jeene ka dhund lunga...
Kese rehna hai juda bhool tujhe sekh lunga...
Dunia me kami nahi mere jese ko...
Koi nayab naya chehra apni kavitao, shayri, lekho ke liye dhund lunga...

By-yatesh

Main Khush Hun...

Kho gye hai so gaye hai...
Kho se gaye hai so se gaye hai...
Naseebo ke taale,
Vo meri kismat ki tijori ke rakhvale...
Laprwahiyon ne meri neende gawayi...
Chain-o-sukoon bhi sab churva daale...
Ye khud se khud ki khataye...
Koi aake bataye...
Vo tor-tarike koi mujko samjaye...
Kuch bhi ha aisa, jo yee mere,
ankhon ke moti use pa jaye...
Koi bat ho dil me us se keh jaye,
jo raaz hai mere vo us se mil jaye...
Mein jinda to hu par jee lu mein vo jo mujko mil jaye...
Kachi si doro me pakki si gatho me fir se bandh jaye...
Koi keh de us se batla de usko ab ghar laut aye...
Mein raahon se jha bhi ha gujru ankhein meri usko talashe...
Raatein meri usko tarrashein...
Aur yaadon mein uski dard ye asu banke, ankhon se bin shor kiye ha bhaage...
Rooku me fir b bikhre h jaye behte h jaye...
Aa ke ek dafa jo tu mujse keh jaye tu khus hai dur mujhse,
bas itna b sunkar chain aa jaaye...
Bas tu khus hai chup se kano me mere ha mujse keh jaye...
Fir chahe tu chahe na chahe...
Ban ke rang kisi ki b jindagi me bhar jaye...
Tujhe mein or meri baatein ye chahat, mohabbat, ibadat, shayri, shrafat jo ras na aye to mitti me mil jaye...
Ummide liye me jinda hu ke sayad tu kabhi laut ha aye...
Kahi najar to aye...
Tu chahe na chahe dil ye mera bas tujhko hi chahe...
Gar tu khus hai...
Mein khus hu...
Gar tuje duri pasand hai...
Or tu khus hai...
To mein khus hu...
Jo tu kise ko ha chahe or tuje vo mil jaye to teri khusi mein me khus hu...
Khus hu ke tu muj se judaa ho ke mujhko  mujh se kho ke khus hai...
Mein khus hu kyonki ye tera fainsla hai chahe jesa bhi ho tu khus hai mein khus hu...
Mein ab bhi teri yaadon or baaton se juda hu or tuje mein aj bhi yaad hu to itna h kaafi hai mein khus hu...
Mein to yun khus hu ke mene tujhe chuna ya mere dil ne...
Or muje khusi is baat ki hai ke is ke chalte tujhse mulakat to hui...
Ab sab thek hai...
Bas kuch baatein hai jo keh nahi kisi se paata...
Ansu beh jaate h aj bhi yad kar tujhe khud ko bhavuk hone se rok nahi paata...
Khud se karta hu baatein tujhe bhul jaane ke liye khud se vinti karta hu...
Lekin haar jaata hu dil nahi manta nahi sunta...
Is trah khud ko kabhi kabhi santi karta hu...
Bas betha hota hu leta hota hu sochta tujhe rehta hu...
Khud se fir vahi sawal javab ke kya hua...
Tu kyo na mera hua...
Chamakte ujale se mere jeevan mein kyo andhera hua...
Kya hua esi kya kami rahi jo tujhe paa ke bhi na paa saka...
Tujhse pyar kitna karta hu jatane ki baat to koso dur...
Ache se pyar kitna hai or kitna gehra kitna jyda ye bhi na samjha saka...
Teri sabhi choti moti galtiyon ko najarandaz kia jaata hai...
Teri har khata ko maaf kia jaata hai...
Had hai ye tu hi dekh itna sab hone ke bavjod bhi aane vla pal or kal tere liye jiya jaata hai...
Tuje pyar hi ni ata or yha jeena muhaal hua jaata hai...
Keh to dia...
Tune sun b liya...
Dukh uska ke maan b liya...
Ke mein khus hu...

By-Yatesh

Vo-(She)

Time about 12 to 3 am.
Raat bhi neend ke agosh mein hai...
Ham abi tak dekho hosh mein hai...
Sari dunia so chuki hai...
Gehri neende apna apaa kho chuki hai...
Or ham abhi tak ishq ke rog mein hai..
Ya yun keh lijiye ishq ke josh mein hai...
Ke vo to so jate hai chadar taan ke shaam ko hi...
Hum jinse mohabbat kar afsos mein hain...
Sochte hai khwab to unko bhi aate to honge...
Hum itna unko yaad krte hai ye khwab unhe btate to honge...
Jab vo khwabo mein hume samne pate honge...
Aisa to nahi ho sakta ke vo bhul gaye hume...
24 ghanto mein kbi na kbi 1 bar to yad aate honge...
Syad khwab mere usko satate honge...
Kitna chahte hai unhe soch ke kabi to vo itrate honge...
Khubsurati ka jikra karte hai hum unki sunke vo sharmate to honge...
Ankhe jese gehre samundra...
Julfe jese hawao me jhumte kaale badal...
Honth gulab ki pankhuri jese...
Galon ke dimple jese khubsurati ki sarkari mohar...
Gussa unka jese garajte parvato m bdra...
Or najro ka jhukana mano jese saari kaynat uske liye kadmo par...
Ithlana uska jese komal baraf ka girna...
Adaae uski itni chanchal jese jharna...
Ruthna uska maano...
Vasant ka na aana...
Chalna uska jese nadiyo ka befikra behte jaana...
Rukna jese uska grishm(garmi-summer) ritu me hawa ka ruk jaana...
Chup rehna uska jese dam sa mera ghut jana...
Uska mujhe na chahna or mera use beintaha pyar karna...
Jante hue bhi vo na aynge laut ke fir bhi intazar karna...
Na daulat hai na shohrat hai abi...
Bas tuje chahne ki mohlat hai abi...
Tu hi meri daulat hai or mohabbat teri shohrat hai meri...
Kabhi na kabhi tujhe samajh jarur ayegi mujhe viswas hai...
Kuch bacha hua hai tere mere bech mujhe ehsass hai...
Tu ek din to jaroor miss karegi...
Laut aauu tere liye din raat wish karegi...
Yahi sab soch kar khamosh betha hun...
Samjhata hun dil par hath rakh ke fiqar na kar...
Meri sanson me uske nam ka jikar na kar..
Vo choti choti baaton par ruth jaati hai...
Gusse se me rehti hai...
Chor kar tuje har dafa vo door jati hai...
Aae khuda mujhe ek baat bata vo mujhe kyon nahi chahti...
Meri koi bhi baat use kyon nahi bhati...
Mein chahta hoon use kyon ye baat samajh nahi aati...
Kyon vo pareshan si hai...
Vo kya chahti hai...
Mere bare me kya sochti hai muje kyo nahi batati...
Kya karu mushkil si main hoon...
Kosis ki bhulane ki par nakam raha...
Nafrat ho jaye us se kosis ki nakam raha...
Socha du uske hal par chor use par ye bhi na ho paya...
Kuch din raha dur us se fir pas uske mai laut aaya...
Kuch kehte hai log yahi de chor use...
Tujhe satane or tadpane me aata hai maja use...
Uljha kar muje bethi hai uljhi uljhi si baaton mein...
Likhta rehta hun is uljhan ko me adhi raaton mein...

Tu Or Main

Tu aur mein fir ek dafa...
Mouka muje ye muskil mila...
Na koi shikayat na koi gila...
Na mohabbat ki baatein na koi sila...
Na ban na main chahu ab jabran tera...
Teri rjaa mein beetein har pal mera...
Jesa tu chahe jo bhi tujhko lage ha bhala...
Ho vesa yahi par jesa mann ho tera...
Tu hothon pe rakh de shhh keh ke teri ungliyon ko...
Kyonki tujko to ache se pata hai mera...
Deekhoon tujhe toh...
Mein na reh pau...
Kese na keh pau...?
Rooke muje tu...
Tooke muje tu...
Mein kyo na keh pao jab tujhko ha chahu...
Mein kyo na btao...
Mein kyo na samjhao...
Pyar hai tujse kitna kese mannau...
Or ek tu na ye chahe ke mein tuje ye sab batao...
Tere liye jo bhi ehsaass-jazbaat mere kaha le jaao...
Chahne ki tujhko, de de izajaat...
Rab ki trah krne de ibadat...
Padne de mujko ek dafa teri hi adat...
Bas bhi ab kar na kar yun khilafat...
Ankhon ko khone de ankhon mein meri...
Dekhne de unme chupi tasveerien teri...
Rakh de sir apna meri dhadkano pe...
Gaur se sun tere naam ko meri sansoon se...
Yaadein bhi hain teri, dil mein mere...
Battein bhi hai teri, jehann mein mere...
Yahi sab hai dil-o-juban pe mere...
Mein janta bhi nahi kya hai dil mein tere...
Teri ankhon ke jariye padhne de muje rooh par likhe raaz tere...

Meethe Se Khwab

Tujko kese manao...
Kese batao tujko kitna mein chahu...
Na reh pau tujh bin ek pal bhi na jee pau...
Ummide- sapne -kal sab tu hi mera...
Koi kar de zikar mujse jo koi tera, main kyo gum ho jao...
Juban ye fir kyo hil hi na paye...
Rooku lakh khayalato ko...
Samjhau mein ek ek jajabaaton ko...
Kese bhulu tuje kese teri un baaton ko...
Mulakaton ko...
Swalaton ko...
Chain se ye sone na de...
Jode rakhe alag tujhse hone na de...
Has du khud pe...
Ya tere diye in halaton pe...
Ab ankhein sukhi registhani...
Gawaya jo tha inme jitna bhi paani...
Hai nami si fir bhi, oujhal njare...
Kitna mushkil hai na reh pana bina tumhare...
Khud ko dikhao duniya ko khush hu ekdam badhiya hu...
Tu bhulae na bhule...
Ban fikar tera ye dil mujh se bole...
Puche sawal muje bhitar hi bhitar toode...
Khush hai kya tu usko uske hal pe chore...
Kya esa mumkin nahi hai ke tu us se bole...
Vo tujhse bole...
Raaz tu tere,  tujhse vo apne sare ha khole...
Khoya rahe har din uski meethi si baton mein...
Uski raatein mil jayein teri raaton mein...
Kesa lagta gar hoti roj us se baatein?
Lambi to na hoti teri esi suni si raatein...
Ho sakta tha ye mumkin tha...
Mauka b tha or na mushkil tha...
Vo tujhe mil jati...
Tu fir yun udass na rehta...
Ye gumsum sa pehra tere pas na rehta....
Hasta tu bhi sara din muskurate hue...
Hoti udas vo dekh tujhko jaate hue...
Fir tu usko samjhata...
Har dard uska tera ban jata...
Vo bhi rakhti tujhe dil ke, khud ke pass...
Na rakhti udass...
Tu usko manata vo tujhko satati...
Tu usko satata vo tujhko jeena sikhati...
Kese ye jindagi bas has ke gujar jati...
Jab tu paresan sa hota...
Tujhko samjhati...
Tujhe teri kabiliyat pe bharosa dilati...
Tujhko himmat bandhati...
Hathon mein hath liye...
Tujko bas sath liye...
Chalti hi jaati...
Garv se fir tujko sabse milati tu hai ha uska tujhpe haq jamati...
Jab bhi dekhta tu ankhon mein uski, jee sa uthta jab vo muskurati...
Tu khone na usko deta...
Ronne na deta...
Dil se laga ke kabhi na hata ta...
Jeene deta use apne dhang se...
Uske apne rang se...
Kabhi jor na chalata bematlab haq na jamata...
Na kabhi ajmata...
Pyare ye sapne hai dil ko dukhate...
Ankhon mein rahte hai jo sach ho hi nahi paate...
Tum chahte ho jaan o jigar se b ha jayda jinhe vo jindagi bhar nahi ye samajh paate...

Sweety

Tere karke hi naiyo bolda...
Tere fayde layi hi ni jaat bolda..
Fattu ni hai tera jaat shoniye...
Tere karke hi nahi tere nall bolda...
Menu lag ju gaa bura oye sweetiye...
Jeda tere mere layi maada( bura) kahuga...
Bold jeha munda ae yatesh hai...
Aazma liyo naiyo jhoot bolda...
Tere karke hi naiyo bolda...
Tere fayde layi hi ni jaat bolda..
Je bol java khul ke ha tere nal...
Jao vekh ke tainu khoon ek ek naddi da ha khoolda...
Mere karke tere nal kudiya ne pa lene vair ni...
Fir sach jani meri naiyo kher ni...
Dil sarriya de jane tutt ni...
Je tere nal ho jau frank ni...
Oye tere fayde layi hi ni jaat bolda...
Sun tere karke hi ni mai bolda...
Eh yarri saadi nu samjh lene inhane ha gudhe preet ni...
Kehnge saare ha inha de vich gaal thek ni...
Sare muh tere mere naal lainge bana ni...
Or kudiya ne mere to ha muh lene hai fulaa ni...
Jo tu kahe aida hi mai chaundi haah...
Fer thek hai college vich hun ke tu mil ni...
Tenu vikha du ha jaat karke puri teri all wish ni...
Kamilye samjha kar mai college​ ch tere isi karke frank ni...
Sanu dono nu de deni jamane ne couples vali rank ni...
Oye jaat di ha dc jinni college​ ch tour ni..
Tu b shoni inni hai ke har koi karu gaur ni...
2 minuta ch fell jani news ni...
Lokka de to pta hi hai tenu views ni...
Oye tere karke hi naiyo bolda...
Tere fayde layi hi ni jaat bolda...
Mai ni chaunda koi galat saade vare samjhe...
Tere utthe mera nam da comment koi kar je...
Fer chadh ke padhai lau pena panga ni...
College ch ho jana sare-aam danga ni...
Khoon sormeya da ragga vich dol da...
Aazma liyo tere naal jhoot naiyo bolda...
Itthe pinda vale sare ha mahool ni...
Oye kudi munde di friendship makhool ni...
Mainu apni ha ijjata te maan ni...
Or teri respect da bhi pura khyaal ni...
Naam tera ni khrab hon dena ni...
Mainu biba bhul k bhi in chakkra ch pena ni...
Dost hai tu meri gal thik ha kar da hah maan pure dil toh...
Par roola paa ke kise to eh kade khena ni...
Biba in chakkra ch menu paina ni....
Tenu bhi padan kade dena ni...
Haaah tere ise karke hi naiyo bolda...
Tere fayde layi hi ni jaat bolda...
Naam le ke baabe da dua teri layi mangni...
Piche kade ha padhaiyan ch bhi tenu rhen dena ni...
Dhayan rakhna tera pura kamaliye...
Koi step galat tainu b lain dena ni...
Koi daag tere naam te bhi ni mere karke ha aauga...
Koi saade vaare galat ni kade samajh pauga...
Jede khende ne duniya ha vale ne...
Ke kudi munde kadi ni ho sakde just friend ni...
Sangwan is gaal nu tere nal rall jhutla ke  vikhauga...
Time aun de kari viswas ni jhoot bolda ni me cheeti hi samajh tenu auga...
Lokki firde hah bolde ye gaj vich yatesh yaar sab sach kar ke vikhauga...
#Dedicated to sweety
He he...
Friends forever
[Sweety+Spicy]
Le likh diya bola tha na ke likhunga ek din...
Or bta ek aj ke topic ko lekar likh diya itna...
Or sunn ye to trailer hai picture abhi baki hai meri dost...
Kabi time ane pr likhunga sb unbelievable sa magical sa...
Tuje jrur dikhaunga...
Luv u...bt u knw in what way...hah right u get it.
Or last baat jb bhi m kisi apne k liye likhta hu to jo bolta hu....
Ye....
Hum lekhak hai shayar hai ya kavi kuch bhi keh lo...
Ab hum likhte hai or tum aapne ho to mam jikra to hmari...
Har chej me milega apka...
Sher-o-shayri...
Poetry...
Lyrics...
Etc etc
Vgerah vgerah
Thanx for reading...

Stars (Taare)

Kabhi is daudti zindagi me...
Ek dusre ko dhakel ke aage nikalne ki daud me...
Khud ko ekaant mein duniya se alag kabhi khule asman ke niche la ke...
Upar taaro ki taraf dekha hai?
Vese ke vaise hi jaise bachpan se dikhte aa rhe hai...
Kitne sundar, kitne adhrbhut jinhe dekh vismay sa hota hai...
Jinhe dekhne matrr se hi sukoon sa milta hai...
Unhi me kho jane or dubb jane ka mann karta hai...
Udd jane ka unhe chune ke liye...
Or tab ehsas hota hai ke humari bhi kuch simaye hai...
Manusayo ki, lekin ek lekhak ki nahi aao vahi le ke chalta hu...
To kaha the, acha yahi ke unhe dekh kesa lagta hai mann shant sa ho jaata hai...
Kyo? Kyoki unki sthirrta or adigta dekh dekh ke...
Kya prayojan hai unka...?
Vo kyo ni chale jate jaha unka mann kare..
Vo bhi azaad hai apni manmaani karne ko jesa vo chahe vesa kare...
Jese ap sabhi karte ho...
Lekin nahi har kisi chej ka apna vajood hota hai...
Aise hi nahi koi bevajah mojud hota hai...
Agar taare na ho to sab gadbad ho jaye jeevan ka or is srashti ka astitva hi na rahe...
Ye raat mein asmaan berang sa ho bilkul  kaala...
Or kavitao ki rangeen duniya me bacho ke liye taaro ka koi rang hi na rahe, koi zikra hi na rahe...
Ye chandrma bhi akela bilkul andhero ki giraft mein...
Akela sunsaan asmaan me bina taaro ki suraksha ghero mein...
Pata hai?
Logon or taaron me bahut samantaye hai...
Ap bhi kisi maa ki ankhon ke taare hai...
Or vo to taare hai hi ye srishti hi unki maa hai...
Jante ho unhe or apko jeevan dene vala ek hi hai...
Vo hi jisne duniya ko banaya hai...
Apke liye vo beshak taare ho lekin kisi ke liye vo ek sampurn suraj hai...
Akhir ye kehne ko taare hai lekin vigyan ki najro se dekho to apna suraj bhi ek taara hai...
Ye jo taare hai na...
Kisi ki dunya hai or unse kisi ka jeevan juda hua hai...
Kisi ki khusi chehre ki mushkurahat hai..
Unka bhi apna ek pariwar hai...
Unhe bhi mushkilo ka samna karna padta hai...
Unme bhi kuch teez chamakne vale kuch dheeme,
Kuch sabke bech bhi bheed main tanha...
Kuch tanha, akele...! fir bhi majbut...
Jese dhruv khud mein ek pehchan...
"Om Namo Bhagavathe Vasudeva"
Ka jaap karte hue narayan bhagwan se ashirwad or darshan paye hue...
Ek disha sthith suraksha banaye hue...
Kuch saath, pariwar jese...
Bilkul hamari tarah rehte...
Vo bhi tuut jate hai...
Bilkul hum manavo ki tarah hamesha ke liye...
Lekin jab tak jivit rehte hai haarte nahi...
Adig rehkar mukabla karte hai...
Chalo kyo na hum bhi un jese ban jaye...
Chamakte hue, or dar chor ke khil-khilaye....
Unki bhasa me kahe to tim-timaye...
Nisvarth is shrashti ka anng hai to iske kaam aye...
Kisi ke liye jeevan ban jaye...
Or is shrashti ko char chand lagaye...
Kyonki jab koi apna hume is duniya se chor ke chale jata hai...
To hum taaro me unhe dhundte hai, dekhte hai...
Kya pata un taaro me batha hua bhi koi hume dekh raha ho...
Kya pata koi unka bada antar bata raha ho ke aisa insan mat ban na jesa vo hai...
Vesa ban na jesa vo hai, kya pata udharan hamare upar diye ja rahe ho...
To hum kyo na khud ko behtar banaye kyoki vha se nahi to yaha...
Apke apne bech jo bhi ap krte ho uska asar apke taaro par bhi padta hai...
Yani chote nannhe munne bacho par...
Ab ye ap dekh lo ke unhe ap kis tarah ka sansar dena chahte hai...
Kis tarha ka bhavishaya dena chahte hai...
Or apke vo taare dheeme reh jate hai ya tim-timate hai?

Dhanyawad
#aao huzur tumko sitaro me le chalu

Reply To My kalam

                  -Dear Pen(Kalam)
Sun meri pyari dost kalam...
Mujhpar tera abhar bahut h...
Isliye dil mein tere liye samman bahut h...
Jo dil ne kaha, jo bhav mere vo tune likhe...
Jo chahta tha kehna sab tujhe bata kagaz pe tune likhe...
Beshak vo bhav tune mere likhe...
Sab dukh dard bata kar man halka kar
har raaz mere sanjhe mene tujh se kiye...
Na jane tune kitne mere jazbaat padhe...
Kbhi dimag se, kabhi dil se nikle...
Pakad kar hath mere vo tune likhe...
Kabhi hath mere dukh bethe...
Chora inhone sath mera lekin tune mera hamesha sath diya...
Gehre dil ke andhero me bhi likh kar tune prakash kiya...
Kai kahaniya teri jubaniya jag me prachallit hui...
Tere mukh se nikal gyan ki jyot bhi prajvallit hui...
Kai mahan kaviyo ka tune sath diya...
Kai gumnam se baton ko bhi tune likh jag me nam diya...
Sath diya mere jese naye lekhako ka or unhe jag me ek sthaan diya...
Kai dard tune likhe...
Kai mahan gathaye or bhut se gehre raaj likhe...
Kabhi tune koi rang likha kabhi tune koi geet likha...
Kayi prachin mahan granth likhe...
Kabhi kise ke suune dard likhe to kabhi julm bedard likhe...
Kabhi kese ke gehre jazbaat likhe...
Kabhi jeevan ke mushkil haalaat likhe...
Kabhi nanhe hathon ke liye umeed bane...
Jab hathon se pakad kar pehle tujhse harf likhe...
Jab pehli pariksha tujh se di...
Jab likh tujhse pehli dafa hum pas hue...
In choti choti baton se jo khushi mile...
Jis ki madad se aj hum itne kamyab hue...
Ek alag sammanit sthan h jag me tera..
Sabhi ke jivan me ek adhrabhut yogdan hai tera...
Karzdar hai hum tere na tujh se bada koi balidani...
Likh kar sab humare liye nahi rehti teri nam-o-nishani...
Jeevan apna dekar kise ke jeevan me rang tum baan jaati ho...
Likh kar sab chej na jane tum kha kho jaati ho...
                              (Reply)
Ab apni baat kahunga jo bhi puche sawal tumne mujh se ek-ek kar uttar dunga...
Vo jo mera pehla pyar hai...
Pehli nazar ka sacha pyar hai...
Vo mera bachpan ka pyar hai ye tab se hai jab se use dekha...
Tab to pyar kya hota h ye bhi pata nahi tha...
Tab se us se ek ehsas ka rishta mujh se juda hua h...
24 april 2014 se bta rakha hai ke bs jivan me tum se pyar kiya h...
Sabar na pucho mujh se jyda na kise ne kiya h...
12 varsho se tere siva na chehra tak kise ka dekha hai...
Teri gajah na jeevan mein kabi kisi or ko socha hai...
Pehla pyar tu heh...
Sacha pyar tu heh...
Meri jeet tu heh...
Toh meri haar tu heh...
Tujh se dil me lagi agan...
Teri soch mai hi mein hardam magan...
Use aise me chahta hu likh haal ye apna usko sab smjhata hu...
Ye sacha pyar hai ye koi prityogita nahi jise jeetna chahta hu...
Safal hua to thek nahi to kisi ka dil nahi me dukhata hu...
Jo bhav hai mere jo meri soch hai mein apko smjhata hu...
Achi hai vo ek haseen khwab sa hai...
Jise nahi bhool mein pata hu...
Mein chahta hu use bas yhe vjah hai ke vo dil ki badi ha achi hai...
Hrdiya uska jese mandir hai jese vo bhgwan mera...
Din rat kru yad jise jisme hai basa sansaar mera...
Jiske liye ab tak jeeta aya hu...
Ghoot jeher ke peeta aya hu...
Pal pal jiske liye marta hu...
Pyar mein jis se karta hu...
Ek baat saaf kar deta hu...
Samman karta hu uska or uski har baat manjoor mujhe...
Nahi chahna use chor kabhi sakta chahe koi suli par latka de mujhe...
Vo jo keh de mein vo manu jo khe de chor mujhe de to bilkul na manu...
Tu de chor mujhe sada ke liye jeevan sathi kise ko apna bana...
Tu khush reh teri khushi mein me khus hu...
Maine jivan bhar sada aise socha...
Tu chahti h kisi ko tu muje dost samajhkar ek bar bata...
Sharm-o- haya ke parde hata...
Tuje khusi jo na la ke du toh kehna...
Jo tere liye use mna ke na du toh kehna...
Jo tera use na bna du toh kehna...
Dhund use teri ahmiyat me bataunga...
Tu chahti hai use kitna acha luck hai uska use me ye samjhaunga...
Btaunga ke tu kyo achi hai...
Tu kitni bholi hai tu kitni sacchi hai...
Tere kandhe se kandha mila kar tere sath chalunga...
Duniya dekhegi aisa dost banunga...
Kuch is trha se tujhko bayan karunga ke tera vo bhi kayal ho jayega...
Tere pyar mein ek aur bechara diwana pagal ho jayega...
Hai jeevan yahi tu chahti hai jo tuje na mein du...
To keh dena jeevan bhar ka tera pyar jhoot tha...
Khushi mein teri sab se jyada mujhko khushi milegi...
Dekar tera hath sahi hatho mein mujko khushi milegi...
Bas kya chahta hu mein yahi toh ke tu bas khus sada rahe...
Dukh takleef ho koi toh mujhse behjhijak kahe...
Kuch ni chahta bs tuje jeevan bhar ankho ke samne rakhna chahta hu...
Chahe rakh dost bnakar bas pas tere rehna chahta hu...
Rkhna chahta hu dhyan ke tu khus to hai...
Akeli hai to sath ke kisi ki jarurat hai...
Kuch ho na ho jivan mein bas ek chej mein tujh se chahta hu...
Jo likhe tere liye ye jazbaat mere mein samne sath bithakar bas tujhko sunana chahta hu...
Kash meri ye tu akhiri icha puri kar de...
Jivan bhar sath nahi manga tera bas jo kehna chahta hu tu muh se mere sun le...
Pyar hai tujh se tu bhi kar aisa nahi kahunga...
Chahahta hu tu bhi chah aisa nahi karunga...
12 varsho se pyar hai tujh se tu bhi mujh se kar aisa bhi nahi kahunga...
Sara jeevan tere naam kiya tu bhi kar aisa b bilkul nahi kahunga...
Kahunga to bas itna ke tujh se pyar bahut hai, tha or sada rahega...
Tujh se badle mein kuch mangu aisa bhi mai nahi karunga...
Bas samne tujhko bethakar tujh se dil ki baat kahunga...
Teri ankho ko padhkar vhe se chal padunga...
Bs yahi icha hai tujhse bs kabhi mil kar haal kahunga...
Ek baat janti ho tum tum meri jese ek mentor si ho,
Bhut sari cheze tum se jani hai tum se sekha hai...
Ke pagal sa tha tumne h sikhaya thoda saleeka hai...
Tumne hi mere is roop ko jagrat kiya hai agar tumhare liye na likhta to kabhi syad muje pta bhi ni chlta ke mai bhi likh sakta hu....
Tumne hi samjhaya ke kese asan rahega tumhe pana,
Or ye bhi ke kuch b ho sakta hai so have some patience...
Nothing is in our hand, so be well prepared for any situation...
Don't be so mad in love...
Ye sab tumne samjhaya me​ proudly keh sakta hu...
Sirf yahi soch thi meri or yahi maan na...
Ke khel karunga nahi ye rishte bade najuk kism ke hoote hai...
Jis ko bhi chununga jeevan bhar ke liye kise ek ko...
Jo raha ho najdeek mere jise mein janta hu...
Vahi bachpan ka sathi hoga, vahi dost,vahi gf, or use se shadi karunga or life partner bnaunga...
Or jab tak use smajh nahi aata ke majak nahi ye sach hai tab tak use samjhaunga...
Na zid hai usko paana hai...
Na uspe zor koi use mujhe chahna hai...
Bas akhiri kosis karni hai mere jevan mai uska...
Uske jeevan mai hai vajood mera bas yahi usko batana hai...
Or meri kalam mera vaada hai baat teri manunga...
Likhna uske liye dunga chor jab mein usko bhulunga...
Iska matlab hai sayd kabhi nahi chor sakta uske liye likhna...
Kyonki usko kabhi nahi bhul me paunga...
So sorry...
#DedicatedToMyAngryBird
By-YateshSangwan

Na jane kyo...

(2014-2016)
The Dark Days Of My Life...
Pata ni zindagi mujse kya chahti hai...
Or mai zindagi se kya chahta hu...
Pata ni vo kya chahti hai...
Mai to har hal me use chahta hu...
Uljh jata hu kabhi kabhi...
Kabhi kabhi khud hi sab kuch bina kise ke kahe samajh jata hu...
Na jane kya kya khuwahishe hoti hai logon ki zindagi se...
Kya kya ummide hoti hai bavishya se...
Or ek main jo aage ki sochta hu to jeene ki vjah muskil se dhund pata hu...
Na jane kya hoga mera na jane mein kya chahta hu...
Ek khwab mera bhi tha...
Mein bhi jeene ki tavazzo rakhta tha...
Mere bhi sapne the...
Mere bhi beete pal mein kai apne the...
Waqt sab kuch cheene betha hai...
Vo sapne vo ummide...
Soch soch ke khush hota rha...
Jo bhi socha jo bhi ane vale kal mein dekha...
Use to pa na saka...
Apna aj bhi khota raha...
Chal rahe waqt se jyda haseen tha mera ane vala kal...
Kuch is traha aj me jee na saka bhavisya  ki soch soch marta raha...
Kya kya uski khushi ke liye sochta rehta tha har pal...
Socha tha ke sab kuch uske liye mushkilo se lad pa jana hai...
Mehnat kar ke uske liye ek ghar bnana hai...
Apna itna acha kal banana hai...
Ke koi kami hi na rahe...
Jeevan bhar hasata pyar mein satata rhu koi ankhon mein kabi nami na rahe...
Ansu jo kabhi aye to vo bhi khushi ke ho...
Meri is lagan or kamyabi ke ho...
Sab kuch asan kar du har mushkil uski najro se aujhal kar du...
Use aisa ane vala kal du...
Har pal uska khusiyon se bhar doon...
Tab aur ab mein sab kuch badal gaya...
Mein hmesa use khush dekhna chahta tha aur chahta hun...
Mein bas ye chahta tha ke vo ankhon ke samne rahe...
Use dekh dekh kar jeeta rahu...
Uski hasi mushkurahat dekh dekh jindagi kitni khubsurat hai bas har din sochta rahu...
Use apni ankhon ke samne sari zindagi rakhna chahta tha...
Bas nam apna uske muh se sun na chahta tha...
Vo bas dante muje sataye gusaa ho chalega...
Bas ese hi kabhi manana use, isi se hi to pyar badhega...
Mein use sari jeene ki khul ke azadi dena chahta tha...
Vo chahe jese rahe jo b kare...
Jisme use khushi ho vo kare bilkul azaad...
Bas mujse kandhe se kandha milaye...
Or kadam sath sath hamare yun hi chalte jaye...
Sham ko sath du uska har kam mein or sari batein share karu or vo apni bataye...
Bas jab bhi vo presan ho bahon mein liye use chupa lu sine mein or vo sab bhul jaye...
Vo chune apne rastein or unpe chalne se pehle un raston ki mushkile tamam mere dvara use bina btaye hata di jaye...
Bas usko duniya dikhao, mera kya hai mai to bas ek dafa use dekh lu to chain a jaye...
Uske dil ki sun na chahta tha...
Apna hal batana chahta tha...
Use jesi bhi hai vese hi hamesa ke liye apnana chahta tha...
Lekin sab bikhar gaya...
Na jane kyo...

Aafat-e-M.Sc

Ache khasa graduate ho chuka tha,
Jese tese B.sc kar chuka tha,
Na jane kon tha vo gyani baba,
M.sc kr lo is bat ne uski dimag me ghar kar dala...
Bhut scope hai acha rhega...
Mehnat kar lo abi aage future behtar rhega....
Hum bhi khusi khusi bs registration kra bethe...
Jaldi baji me bina soche admission kara bethe...
Chaha kuch mila kuch ek bar fir dil ko samjha bethe...
Suru suru me to kuch samajh hi ni aya...
Admission hote hi 1 mahine bad exam ka saya...
Mene kaha bhai ye kese exam hone hai...
Abi tak to kitabo ne nahi pakde mere rack ke koone hai...
Kone me le jake fir ek ne smjhaya ke sal me itne semester me itne exam honge...
Jite ji is sal dafan honge kitabo ke panne hi smjho kafan honge...
Ye sunkar ma kasam 3 din sadme me raha chothe(4th) din hosh aya...
Jese tese ab jake majra kya hai samajh aya...
Na jane kese number result me aynge...
Jhak kar dekhega koi kabar me to record or herbarium bnate njar aynge...
Sayad 2 sal isi zillat me gujar jayenge...
Hum jese bhia to dar hai 2 sal me pta ni msc b kr pynge...???
Papa kehte hai beta 2 nahi to 2.5 sahi 3 me kar lena...ha ha
Bech me mat chorna cmplte jrur kar lena...
Fir haste he kehte hai beta khamokha ghbhrate ho...
Iski yahi reason hai kabhi padhte to njar  ni tum aate ho...
Jab exam aate hai to 2-4 din padte ho...
Raat ko fir pdh pdh kar ulluo ki trha jagte ho...
Pata ni yr tum exam me kese manage krte ho...
Mene samjhaya aisa nahi hai roj class attend kar sir ne kafi tayyari krayi hai... Aisa kuch bhe ni jo chej samajh na unki aye hai...
Khud bhi exam se pehle sab kuch pdh ke gaya...
Bt jo b sb pdh ke gaya 15% hi paper m palle pda...
Fir kya jo dil me aya likhta gaya...
Na jane university vale kha se paper bnate hai...
Lagta hai jese students ka pagal bnate hai...
Unhone apni marzi ka paper bnaya...
Fir muje jo ata tha vo kiya fir mai apni marzi ka likh ke aya...
Ab unki marzi ka result ane vala hai...
Meri kismat ka unke hath me chabi or tala hai...
Ab to bs jo hai upar vala hai...
Kabhi lagta hai dal kali hai or kambakht kbi lagta hai dal me kuch kala hai...
Kya btao sala sab gadbad jhala hai...
Idhar udhar se notes ikatha krte na jane kab paper a jate hai...
Jyda ni bs thoda bhut h pdh pate hai...
Rahi sahi kasar practical me puri hoti hai...
Prasan(ques.) jhadio se fir avaz gum or mundi niche hoti hai...
Kitna bhi bta de but puchne vale ko kaha itne se santhusti hoti hai...
Fir kya vhe insult si practical me feel hoti hai...
Sach pucho to kai bar to sapne me exam de raha hota hu...
Bina kuch kare kuch aata ni copy khali de raha hota hu...
Isiliye bs late night tak busy rehta hu...
Sapne na aye isiliye fir der se gehri nend soota hu...
Samajh gaya hu ke asan kyo ni msc karna hai...
Bhai isme fas kar roj jite ji marna hai...
Ratton ko kambakht neend hi ni aati...
Kitabon ko kholu jyda der padhi hi ni jaati...
Padhi kya bas smajh ni aata ke kya chor du or kya pdh lu...
Itne jyda course me kya kya cover kar lu...
Kabhi lagta hai ke M.sc chor du...
Pdhai se sb naate tod du...
Par dimag kehta hai dil ki mat sun...
Bematlab ke sapne mat bun...
Pdh le beta yahi time hai...
Kar le msc jldi se aage piche bdi lambi line hai...
Rough time chl rha h manta hu aage sb fine h fine hai...
Kuch to ese milte hai ke beta msc kar rahe ho waah...
Kahe ki waah jindagi hui pdi h tabah...
Kuch ese ke yr msc me kya rkha h kuch course karte...
Dil me to ata hai keh du pata chlta kya rkha hai agr tum msc karte...
Dedicated to all my classmates...
#JustForFun
Created By-Yatesh Sangwan.
Thanx for reading...
22-3-16-Tuesday-11:31pm

Beeta Hua Kal

Aaj us beetein hue kal me laut ke jaana...
Kuch chuute hue pal samet ke lane ke liye...
Bilkul aisa hai mano khud ko ese wakt me fir se dekhna jaha ap kise ko dekhna na chahoge...
Jese us jadugarni ke kiye kaale jaadu ka prabhav vaha abhi bhi ho...
Or us waqt ke toote hue kanch jese chehre pr...
Mere upar kiye hue jakhmo se nikli khoon ki cheente...
Abhi bhi vese ki vaisi ho...
'Taazi or vahi gaadhi laal'
Vo pyar ke maathe par mere dard ki shikan...
Or uska beparwah muskurata chehra...
Jo itne saalo baad yaha mere aaj me bhi mera peecha krta hai...
Ek taraf toota hua mein...
Un ummido ke sath jinda jise ummed hai ke ye ek keval bura sapna hai...
Ye aam si raat mein hue ek badlav ki kali ghataye hai...
Jo chatt jayengi, or fir andhero ke kuch pehar bad dhalte hi...
Ek naya sawera hoga...
Lekin sawera unke liye hota hai jo azaad hote hai...
Jo kaid hote hai unke liye din bhi jese raat hote hai...
Or unke liye ujalo or andhero me koi fark ni hota...
Aise hi main ke use kaash in andhero se nikal ke le chalu...
Muje uska aise rehna bardasht nahi...
Mai usme or uske haalat mai badlav dekhna chahta tha...
Use zindagi dikhana chahta tha, uske andhero ko ujalo se milvana chahta tha...
Mai use kese vaha chor deta isliye muje jhukna pada...
Main kuch bhi kar jaane ko beetab bas use in muskilo se nikalna chahta tha...
Muje sauda karna pada lekin kehte hai na kimat chukani padti ha, maine chukai...
Use mujse khokar mein use un andhero se bhar to le aya...
Apni rooh saunpkar aisi duniya ko jha andhero or dard ke siva kuch nahi tha...
Maine uski khushi ke liye koi parwah na karte hue khud ko aise hallaton ko saunp diya...
Aur uske dard- dukh-khalipan-kali raatein-gumnami or jeevan bhar ki kaid hamare hisse padi...
Or vo azaad ho gaye....
Apna vazood kho-kar maine uska vazood chamkaya...
Lekin mere liye ek chej sahi hui...
Vo to na thi vha us pal or har pal lekin us duniya me...
Mere us daur mein andhero ke bich uski jagmagati yaadein thi...
Un andheero ke daar mein or dard mein...
Uski ek parchai thi jo mere itne najdeek thi...
Bilkul uske jesi khamosh muje or mere dard samjhti hui...
Kabhi mere pas baithe hue to kabhi muje aise daur me bhi himmat bandhte hue...
Kuch tukde uske libas ke jo vaha mere sirhane rakhe hue the...
Or us kali koyle jaisi diwaro par uski ungluion ke nishaan...
Muje us daur se us jagah se jode rakhte the...
Or kuch uske aate jaate brahmahit karte daure jinki badolat sham dhale use apne najdeek betha dekha karna...
Or fir use itne kareeb pa ke na jane kab ankh lag jaati thi...
Sukoon janab sukoon tha vo jo befikra neend me so jaate the hum...
Nahi to kabhi kabhi aisa bhi hua ke din ke andhero mo soye or raat ke andhero me intazar kia...
Kya daur tha vo lekin kahi na kahi ek aag bhi thi mujme...
Vahi aag vahi umeed muje jinda rakhe hue thi...
Varna dua to yahi karke soote the ke bas ek bar fir vo itne kareb dikhe...
Or humari ankho par hath rakhe or bas hum is ehsas me ke...
Vo kareb hai, kabhi ab kuch na kare, uthe hi na...
Ankhe ye band reh jaye...
Kyoki unka chehra jo dekh ke soye h to bas ab kuch nahi chahiye...
Zamane beetein, mausam badle, yaha tak ki log bhi...
Ab ek chej un andhero ke bhi samajh na ayi ke ye itna sab kuch seh kar bhi zinda kyo hai...
Ise kya chez zinda rakhe hue hai?
Unme se ek darr samajhdar tha usne kaha...
"Pyar".
Ye sab cheje pyar se sahe ja rha hai...
Iske chehre par ye mushkurahat dekhi hai...
Jis se sayd tum us andhere or us burai ke gulam ho use bhi iski is gustakh fitrat se darr lagta hai...
Iske dil me ek hisse andhera hai or ek hisse ujala...
Or vo esi ummed ka ujala hai jo ek din hum sabko jala dega...
Or iski zindagi mein hamara nam-o-nishan tak nahi hoga...
Hoga to bas vo hmarae dushman ujale...
Khusiya, ache pal, behtreen kal or chamakti shamein...
Or vahi hua pyar hi itna tha ke vaha bhi kam pad gaya...
Main qaydo or pemano me kaid hone vala nahi...
Mai laut to aya lekin muje apnaya nahi gaya kyoki main pehle jesa nahi raha...
Jo aise daur aise manjro se gujra ho us se jyada a-sthir kuch nahi ho sakta...
Isliye muje ujale ab bhi jayda pasand nahi or ye bahar ki duniya...
Na mai use apna sakta ab aur na vo muje...
Use meri is kurbani ka koi ehsas koi malumaat nahi...
Ab vo kahi or hai or hum kahi or apni zindagi apni-apni tarah jeete hue...
Ye jo pyar ne mujko mushkil raaho par daala hai...
Meri khudgarzi ne mujko sambhala hai...
Mushkil hallato ne mujko pala hai...
Ye jo aag thi dil me mere use bana awaz kalam ki zubani kagaz ke kaano me daala hai...
Kagaz ne bhiga kar ansu apne use bujha rakh-rakh kar dala hai...
Or use syahi ke raang me apne bhitar bhasm bana kar rang dala hai...

Ab Na Kahunga (Haal-e-Dil)

(A year ago)
Ab kuch na kahunga...
Le bas ab chup hi rahunga...
Khamoshiyon mein gum sa rahunga...
Pyar hai tujhse fir na kahunga...
Jesa tu chahti thi vesa thek...
Pyar tha vo jo tujse manga nahi thi koi bhikk...
Teri un baton ne teri har jid ne di hai har dafa mujko ek seekh...
Ab nahi mangunga tujhko tujhse...
Ab nahi hath jod tujse kahunga mujko jarurat hai teri...
Nahi btaunga ke pehli pehli mohabbat hai tu meri...
Ab har dafa ki tarah nahi tuje sataunga...
Ab nahi kabhi bhi tujhe apni dil dukhati baton se ubaunga...
Par ye khamoshi meri kya tu sehan kar payegi...
Bejuban sa kar ke muje kya tu gunguna payegi...
Kya karegi ab kise or ke liye geet banegi?
Teri ye anokhi adae ye najakat ye jalim sharafat sayad kise or ka kafan banegi...
Ha kafan hi hai ye teri sajayein jo pyar kare tujse kam se kam ye to na paye...
Ab kya kahu kon tujse jeet sakta hai koi kse tujhko samjhaye...
Ke gar tumhe koi chahe or khud ke jeene ki vjah bataye...
Ek khuli Kitaab ki trah panne ban bikhar jaye...
To kya thek rahega ke uski majburi or pyar ki kamjori ka fayda uthaya jaye...
Use tooda jaye bech raaho mein chora jaye...
Use uski hi najro mein giraya jaye...
Pyar kiya hai tujse itna, tera ye farz banta hai kya?
Jo is kadar use jhukaya jaye...?
Na koi majburi na koi wajah...
Teri mohabbat ki duniya mein teri rajaa...
Teri rajao mein ye kesi saja...
Mein to tuje sahi mayno me tab manta jab teri berukhi or mujpe padti vo behraham dukho mein teri hasi ki wajah janta...
Koi to karan hota mein to bachpan ka dost tha tera tu jo bhi tha tu mujhse batati...
Kya hai karan kya hai wajah muje ek dafa aram se bethkar samjhati...
Usme aage meri galti gar muje teri koi bat samajh na aati...
Ya fir mein fir bhi sab jante hue tuje presan karta...
Yahi to chahta tha mein ke tera dil mujhpar itna ehsan karta...
Saala 4th class se 2003 se 2016 a gya...
Kitne varsh beet gaye...
Muje to ye samjah nahi aata ke itne saal bad bhi tujse koi ummed nahi...
Tujse ab koi bachti sath rehne ke, tere diye dukh sehne ki, wajah nahi...
Fir bhi mein kyo hun yahan...
Mein kyo hamesa ese atka raha kyo na tujse dur gaya...
Ye to yar ram ji ke vanvas se b jyada ho gya...
Gin le 14 varsh yani 14 years one sided never ending continuous unstoppable unforgettable deadly heart crushing love...
But ni tuje kya tuje padi rahi hamesa apni...
Tu teri lyf teri problems tera future teri respect tera time jo muje ni mil sakta...
Or mera kya?
Socha tha sab kuch set karke tuje paunga mein to aj bhi ese h sochta hu...
But chor dia ab tujse kehna or samjhana...
Kyonki mein tut ta hu girta hu gidgidata hu tuje maja aaata hai tu meri or mere pyar ki dhajjiya udati hai...
Full of ignore or esi baatein jiski tuje koi parwah ni ke mujpe kya beetegi...
Or mein to has deta tha fir bhi or fir roota tha...
Ab ni roota bada jo ho gaya hu...
But fir bhi emotion or feelings to vahi hai...
Khud ko hmesa busy rakhta hu love songs ni sunta ese chjo se dur rehta hu...
Kyonki tuje bhulna jo chahta hu bevkof mein...
Din bhar khud ko jese bhi busy rakh ke kosis karta hu tu yaad na aye bas...
Lekin sham ko tamam kosise nakam ho jati hai...
Jitni der se bhi laitu sone teri yaad laut aati hai...
Or fir sach puch to ab dam sa ghut ta hai...
Or bas fir achanak se jab dard ke bandh toot jate hai to ankhon se chupke se,
Ansu beh jaate hai dono ankhon se or continuously jb tk sare dukh dard beh ni jatein tab tak behte rehte hai or tab jaake kambakhat aram milta hai or kuch ghanto ki chain ki neend...
Chain ki neend kahe ki saali usme bhi yaddein beetein pal or battein or kise kise din to tu dikhai deti hai sapno mein...
Bas itne tu rehti hai to rab se dua yahi rehti hai ke gar tu sach mein hai to bas yhi chahta hu ke ye ankhein ab band he rehne de
Ye khwabo mein itne kareb hai to muje sulae rakh or ye khwab yun hi rehne de...
Khuda bhi tujse mila hua hua hai...
Tuje khuda jo man betha tha mein tab se mujse judaa(lost/separate) hua hai...
Dekha Rab bhi hum se rutha hua hai..
Tu gai to sab chla gya ab kuch nahi raha...
Mne te haaal apna kise se nahi kaha...
Kehta b kyo or fayada bhi kya...
Or kayda bhi kya...?
Kassh tu, tu na ho ke vo hoti jo muje behad chahti hai me us se dur bhagta hun or vo muje tujse chen na chahti hai...
Use sab pata hai tera mera mene kha hua hai ke dur reh mujhse kuch na payegi...
Tu jise meh chahta hu uski kabhi jagah nahi le payegi...
Mein mita dunga khud ko lekin apne ap ko kise gair ko nahi sopunga...
Kassh me ye sochta hu jis kadar use laalak or kadar hai meri or samman hai mera tuje hota...
Par ni fir sayad vo bat ni rehti tu b aam hoti or tab muje teri itni fiqar na rehti...
Tu bhi or ladkiya jo muje pana chahti hai or mein unhe tere aage kuch ni samjhta tu bhi unki trah aam hoti or mein sayad itna kise or par mar rha hota or tu mere liye...
Lekin kismat ko kuch or hi manjoor hai mere ye haal bas tere aage aa ke majbur hai...
Sachi mohabbat ka sayad yahi dastoor hai...
Yaha hum tere liye itni jindagi ke sidiyan chad aye or tu apne me hi masgool hai...
Fir bhi ye kmbakhat dil itna sab kuch hone ke bad teri side le jata hai...
Sochta hu sahi galat ka tuje leke muj se hi bhid jata hai...
Iska raag muje kam hi samajh ata hai...
Mera ho ke mujse hi bagavat...
Mujse nafrat tujse chahat...
Humne to ise apna manna chor dia hai kambakhat jab teri side leta hai...
To ye tra hi hai mera ni hai...
Na jane ye kyo yahan hai...
Par iska sara focus vaha hai...
Kaha? Tuj pe...
Ise ne to hmara jeena dukhi kar rakha hai...
Khali se dil ko ye bhavnao or ehsaso se bhar rakha hai...
Kuch bhi likhu gar tere liye likhta hu to thek hai acha likh pata hu or chain pata hu...
Gar tuj se bhatka or kuch likha to likh ke khud hi ni samajh pata hu...
Ise liye kosis karta hu ya ye dil keh lo har chej me tera jikar le aata hai...
Hum to tuje na chahte ho itna sayad ye dil mera tumhe mujh se badhkar chahta hai...
Ab ek kam karo sayad muje chain mil jaye kisi din fursat ho to aaao or ise le jaao...
Jse bhi sale ko nikal ke kise chej se jis se bhi man ho or fir chahe jo bhi mera hasar ho...
Or dar hai ke kahi hum esa krne se mar h na jaye...
To bas ye to ek apka veham hai chinta hai...
Hum andar se mar chuke hai pyar karke hum kha jinda hai...?

Kalam Ki Zubani

                                June 2014
Likhne betha jab aaj tujhe...
Tujh se mile jo dard mujhe...
Mujhe meri kalam ne kyo roka?
Tujhe likhne se mujhe kyo tooka?
Kehti hai bas kar bahut hua...
Mat de tu khud ko ab dhokha...
Use bhul bhi jaa...
Ab maan bhi jaa...
Khud ko tu pehchan bhi jaa...
Tu kya tha dekh ab tu h kya...
Koi sheesha jese toota sa...
Apno se koi rootha sa...
Sachaii ke liye jhoota sa...
Khud se h jhoot kyo bolta hai...
Khud me h jehar kyo gholta hai...
Kiske liye yu likhta hai?
Kiske liye yu jeeta hai kiske liye yu roota hai?
Kise soch ke tu muskata hai kise soch ke unh khus hota hai?
Ja bhool use,
De uske haal par chod use...
Jise fark ni...
Teri is halat ka...
Vo kya jaane...
Mujh se phuche fir tujhe pehchane...
Uske liye jo dil ke raz likhe,
Gehre dil ke jazbaat likhe,
Bhul tu jaa usne bilkul na padhe...
Sochti hai jazbat sab bakwas tere...
Vo kya samjhe vo kya jaane...
Mujh se jo likhe hallat tere padh le jo tuje fir jaane...
Kyo unh zid karta hai?
Kyo bekadaro pe tu marta hai?
Khud ka jeena muskil harta hai..!
Tune dekha hai tu janta hai, na teri fikar use...
Na jara si bhi teri kadar use...
Masgool hai vo bhul tujhe...
Rakhti hai khud se door tujhe...
Karta hai pyar tera majboor use...
Taras sa tujhpar khati hai...
Tujhe tabhi toh jhele jaati hai...
Tu koi uska pyar nahi...
Tu uska pehla izhaar nahi...
Use tujh se raatti bhar bhi pyar nahi...
Tu galat hai or vo bilkul sahi...
Nahi pehchanegi agar tujhe aage mil gai kahi...
Dhet hai tu kuch pagal hai tujhe itni si baat samajh kyo nahi aati...
Vo nahi chahti tujhe nahi chahti...
Tujhe kisi haal mein nahi apnana chahti...
Rahi hai ja tujh se din-o-din aur door jati...
Jaise tera pyar hai vo...
Koi uska hoga...
Koi baat to tujh se khul ke karti nahi...
Koi usne tujhe dil ki baat batayi hai...?
Tujh se kabhi khud age badhkar pucha hai tu kesa hai?
De umeed sab chor abhi...
Is janam na mili toh fir milegi kabhi...
Rab tera tere sath hai...
Fir kyo jeete ji barbaad hai...
Barbaad hai kyo uski yaddon mein...
Kyo khoya hai uski baton mein...
Ye teri sab batein uske upar se jaati hai...
Lagta hai jese tujhe nahi kise or ko chahti hai...
Tere dil mein b yhi sawal h m janti hu...
Tujhe ache se pehchanti hu...
Kya pata ke pyar uska koi or ho...
Ho sakta hai aam si baat hai...
Beshak chupati h but dil to uske b paas h...
Jese tu chahta h vo kisi ko chahti ho...
Tere pyar se b majboot pyar uska ho...
Aise kise ko dil me basati ho...
Tu soch jara tu kya chahega ke vo apna pyar tere liye chod de...
Tere liye apne sapne tod de...
Sach puch toh vo tujhko achhe se janti bhi ni...
Tujhe aur to kya apna dost tak manti ni...
Tu to jese ek khwab bura tujhe  bhul jayegi...
Dekhna tujh se kis kadar door jayegi...
Bas tu aisa h raha to pagal ho jayega...
Bas yhe jo koi ni padhta jinki koi ahmiyat ni bas likhe jayega...
Sare jazbaat ansuo se bhiga ke likhe jaa...
Yhe bcha hai ab uske pyar me mare jaa...
Ye sach hai mai janti hu ke kitna jaruri h tere liye likhna to likhe jaungi...
Agar tu ye dard mere sath na bat ta to sara bojh dil par rakhta...
Til til uske liye marta...
Koi dost bhi nahi aisa jise sab dard bataye...
Koi tujhe behtar sujhav sujhae...
In chejo me janti hu mai tu sabko door rkhta hai...
Tabhi to andar hi andar ghut ta h...
Kese Khush rehta hai uske bina sab pata hai...
Use kya khabar tu use kis kadar miss karta hai...
Tu sab janta hai,
Hai sab pata tujhe...
Agar vo na mili to kya hoga...
De bata mujhe...
Jivan me fir kya bcha tujhe...
Wo jab aj he tere sath nahi to bhavishya me kya hogi...
Tujh se pyar ka sauda kiya hai usne to soch teri kimat kya hogi...
Bhul gaya kya kehti thi ho ja kamyab fir dekhungi...
Tujhe chahti hu aisa kuch bhi nahi...
Tera dekhti hu kya karna hai sochungi...
Tu har gaya dekh ye mila tujhe...
Tere pyar ka sila tujhe...
Ab bhi chahta hai use bata mujhe...
Ha chahta hai tu pagal h...
Khud ko un hi chot diye ja...
Dua uske liye din raat kiye ja...
Uska kya jo dekha hai tune uski profile par...
2012 Dec 12 wo message one...
I want to hold your hand,kiss your lips, hug you tight,see your smile,luking in ur eyes and wanna tell u dat
'I love you and you are all mine'
Ye uski feeling kiske liye...
Ha ha tere liye abe pagal h...
2012 Tera to tab jikar bhi na tha...
Ab bol jara ab tu bata...
Sab janta hai tu fir bhi koi aise kise ko sab kuch hote hue jante hue kese chah sakta h...
Tujhe ab bhi lagta hai ke tu usko samjha sakta hai...
Le dubega ek din tera pyar tujhe...
Isi liye rahi hu sab samjha tujhe...
Khud ko ek mauka de ek nayi shuruat de...
Man ko shant kar tu bhi khus hone ka khud ko chance de...
Khud bhi thoda apne ko samman de...
Koi aisa jevansathi dhund le dono taraf se be intaha pyar ho...
Khus reh or usko khus rakhne ka tujhpar adhikar ho...
Koi aise jo teri respect kare tera hath pakad bhari bhed me accept kare...
Jo pyar me saudebaji na janti ho...
Tere aj me tere sath ho sharto me tujhe jo na pyar me bandh ti ho...
Koi aise jise dekh ke tere din bane koi aise jiska dekh tujhe chehra khile...
Jo jivan bhar tera hath tham kar sath chale...
Teri akhri dino mein jeevan ke bhi romanch bane...
Jo dekhe teri ankho mein keh de ke tu ho to har pal baat bane...
Gairo ko chor jise sirf teri bas parwah ho...
Har hal me sath rakhe tujhe na tujh se koi parda ho...
Tu likhe fir khubsurat se alfaaz sab uske liye...
Jo samporn roop se bani ho sirf tere liye...
Tere dukho me sath ho tere sukho me sath ho fir jeevan mein kya baat ho...
Haqdar hai tu in sab chejo ka...
Tu maan bhi le tu jaan bhi le khud ko thoda pehchan bhi le...
Kyon? Darta h...!
Fir dubara pyar karne se ke kahi fir koi aisa na mile...
Jesa tera pyar tha...
Tujhpar jise na aitbar tha...
Tujhse jise jra sa bhi na pyar tha...
Darta hai kya mjak fir tera na ban jaye...
Mai janti hu mushkil hai...
Bhul use jaana jise sab se jyda tu chahe...
Sab se jyada jis par aitbar kare...
Sab se jyada pyar kare...
Din rat jise tu bs yad kare...
But khud ko to mauka de...
Mere kehne se khud ko ek mauka de...
Vajood se khud ke sabko chounka de...
Ek aisa boundary line se bhar tu chooka(four) de...
Tu dekh abi kya tune dekha hai...
Jevan me kushiyo ki na koi seema rekha hai...
Ab tak jo tune saha use apni neev baana...
Us muskil samay ko apne sunhare aaj se seench bana...
Bana apna aaj ke koi kami na rahe...
Jeeven me dukh a sake dil me vo jagah hi na rahe...
Rakh hounsla ek din aisa ayega jo naseb m h mil jayega...
Jeevan bhi kushiyo se bhar jayega...
Tu kya hai tu kya tha sab kya samjhe ek din sabko pata chal jayega...
Jab tu heera ban jayega...
Tu akela nahi sab tere sath hai,ma papa sabka tujhpar ashirvad hai...
Teri achhayi ki wjah se dekh tuje log kitna chahte hai...
Yarr dost tere dekh tujhe kitna chahte hai...
Acha soch sab acha hoga...
Koi kam nahi ab kaccha hoga...
Hai anubhav ab tuje tu maar nahi khayega...
Ab koi bholi chipdi baton se tuje behla payega...
Dekh har traha ke samay ka anubhav jeevan mein hona chahye...
Jo beet gaya soch use nahi pareshan nahi hona chaye...

Believe

Kyo kardi rehndi shaq sadde teh...
Thoda ta bharosa rakh yaar teh...
Man ja na man aida na saata...
Tainu haje lo kyo chaleya na sadda pata...
Kyo shaq kardi rehndi eh ki tainu dar ni sanu khone da...
Kyo fiqar tu kardi eh yaar tera kisi gair da ni hone da...
Sachi layian preeta mein kade aida ni gir sakda...
Tera yarr kise hor de nall hun niyo jach sakda...
Khud tu hi soch kiven dull jao...
Rabb tainu mann baitha han, kiven sohna rab mein bhull jao...
Befiqar reh kamliye hun sanu koi kar sakda judaa ni...
Bharose nal takk ankhan vich meri de tu hi bataa ni...
Kyo rondi rehndi aeh adiye sanu hassa a janda...
Yarra jinna tu chaundi aeh, utna hi mai chaunda...
Ve jado gal karni band kar dendi eh russ ke...
Main ta kamla jeha ho janda
Ve main tere bina jeena hi nahi chaunda...
Rakh aitbar kurane aale sangwan de utthe sohniye ni...
Main soch rakha hain kidda karna ha agge ni...
Tere bebbe-bapu toh tainu fela hathan di jholi kismat vich mang lena...
Tere veerian nu baliye sadde rang vich rang lena...
Destination weedinga da plan bnaya hai...
Tah hi ta pichle sunday jaipur takk aya hai...
Tenu hi ta khabar adiye tainu kinna chaya eh...
Sangwan ta ha kado da tainu mang ke, khudaa toh kabool hai kar aya hai...
Sapna hi na reh jau kitthe socha jeda oh ghar hi na dheh jau...
Aida karya na kar ve kitthe mar hi na jau...
Khwab fer kise ne tere karne ah pure...
Chah reh jane mere addhe-adhure...
Hath chad na devi, na kar na devi...
Mere toh reh befiqar tu paveh, khud nu vekhi kitthe kise nu haan kar na devi...
Sanu ishq samundra vich dubb na devi...
Aa ho jayie katthe koi fir fiqar hi na rahve...
Kinna sohna hona oh din jis din tu a ke sadde ghar vich suniyo ji kehve...
Kinne chaange gujarne din tu jado samne rehve...
Geet jehe gunjan bol tere jatt de vehle ch din-raati...
Main bhi karu mann tere te jado kahe tu... yatesh tune ta saari tension aali gal h mukati...
Tah umran pyar fer sadda aida hi rahu...
Is to jyda das hor ki kahu...
By-yatesh😉

Be-Rang (Colourless)

Hum is bar fir be-rang reh jayenge...
Fir tere hathon se kisi or ki zindagi me rang bhare jayenge...
Fir ek bar teri kami khalegi...
Holika yaha idhar sine me jalegi...
Haqiqat na sahi khwab ban ke hume rang jaiye...
Kisi or ka rang chada kab hai hume, ab toh samajh jaiye...
Kher choriye, sayad tum hume or hum tumhe kabhi nahi samajh payenge, toh fir...?
Hah ha.(ummm)
Hum agli bar fir inhi ummedo me be-rang najar ayenge...
Vaada hai kisi ke hath tumhare siva is chehre ko na chu payege...
Laut aao mauka hai, nahi toh sayad kisi or ki zindagi me rang ban bikhar jayenge...
Tum hi btao khud ko kab tak rok payenge?
Kisi ke hothon ko hasi ban chu jayenge...
Kisi ke lafzon me geet ban gungunayenge...
Kisi ki ankhon me ujalo ki trah chamakte dikhayi denge...
Kisi ke liye khuda se karzo par fir se zindagi lenge...
Or fir us muskurati zindagi ko dekh ke fir se has denge, thoda fir jee lenge...
Waqt ko yun mutthi mein kaid kar lenge...
Sard hawao me ye jo jalte aye hue dil ki garmaish bhar denge...
Ye kaid jo ankhon me ansu hai na uske liye tapti si dhup me barish ban barsenge...
Sayad isi main khushi hai tumhari or hamari...
Kab tak hum ek dusre ko khush hota dekhne ke liye tarsenge...
Kya hua kyo batein sun ke hamari dono hatho se kan dhak liye...
Kyo ankhon se ye behte moti apni kalayio ke nam kar diye...
Ye kya kia?
To tum yun kismato ki lakeero ko motiyo ki rishvat dete ho...
Is kadar apne uljhe hue hallat suljha lete ho...
Acha hai chalo tumari har ek chez kimati hai...
Kya kasmokash hai ye ke hume pane se inkar kar diya...
Lekin khona nahi chahte...
Ye muskurati loo jo ankhon or labon par chamakti hai...
Jalte to ho par rona nahi chahte...
Nah katayi na hum rulana tumhe bilkul nahi chahte...
Hum to hasna sikhana chahte he...
Khud ki bhi or tum ko bhi...
Ye jo dil me chupa rkha hai ye jo sansein rok rakhi hai...
Khul ke jee lijiye hum sans lete hai in hawao me...
Inme khusiya bhar dijiye...
Beshak hum pas nahi sath nahi...
Hum bhi jee rahe hai ap bhi jee lijiye....
Muskura dijiye yahi rang hai, khush rahiye...
Hum to dekh udasi chehre ki apki dekh dang hai...
Ab jane bhi dijiye bas kijiye...
Madad karne ka vaada hai kaynat ka...
Hathon me gulal bhar ke hawao me uchal dena...
Ek bar bas chupke se hmara nam lena...
Hawao ki jimmedari hai is bar rang jane ki humari bhi puri tayyari hai...
Ye khayalo ki duniya bhi kitni pyari hai...
Haqiqaton se beshaq dur par tera rang jana be-rang rehne par bhari hai...
#HappyHoliAnyway
#BeHappy