Na jane kyo...

(2014-2016)
The Dark Days Of My Life...
Pata ni zindagi mujse kya chahti hai...
Or mai zindagi se kya chahta hu...
Pata ni vo kya chahti hai...
Mai to har hal me use chahta hu...
Uljh jata hu kabhi kabhi...
Kabhi kabhi khud hi sab kuch bina kise ke kahe samajh jata hu...
Na jane kya kya khuwahishe hoti hai logon ki zindagi se...
Kya kya ummide hoti hai bavishya se...
Or ek main jo aage ki sochta hu to jeene ki vjah muskil se dhund pata hu...
Na jane kya hoga mera na jane mein kya chahta hu...
Ek khwab mera bhi tha...
Mein bhi jeene ki tavazzo rakhta tha...
Mere bhi sapne the...
Mere bhi beete pal mein kai apne the...
Waqt sab kuch cheene betha hai...
Vo sapne vo ummide...
Soch soch ke khush hota rha...
Jo bhi socha jo bhi ane vale kal mein dekha...
Use to pa na saka...
Apna aj bhi khota raha...
Chal rahe waqt se jyda haseen tha mera ane vala kal...
Kuch is traha aj me jee na saka bhavisya  ki soch soch marta raha...
Kya kya uski khushi ke liye sochta rehta tha har pal...
Socha tha ke sab kuch uske liye mushkilo se lad pa jana hai...
Mehnat kar ke uske liye ek ghar bnana hai...
Apna itna acha kal banana hai...
Ke koi kami hi na rahe...
Jeevan bhar hasata pyar mein satata rhu koi ankhon mein kabi nami na rahe...
Ansu jo kabhi aye to vo bhi khushi ke ho...
Meri is lagan or kamyabi ke ho...
Sab kuch asan kar du har mushkil uski najro se aujhal kar du...
Use aisa ane vala kal du...
Har pal uska khusiyon se bhar doon...
Tab aur ab mein sab kuch badal gaya...
Mein hmesa use khush dekhna chahta tha aur chahta hun...
Mein bas ye chahta tha ke vo ankhon ke samne rahe...
Use dekh dekh kar jeeta rahu...
Uski hasi mushkurahat dekh dekh jindagi kitni khubsurat hai bas har din sochta rahu...
Use apni ankhon ke samne sari zindagi rakhna chahta tha...
Bas nam apna uske muh se sun na chahta tha...
Vo bas dante muje sataye gusaa ho chalega...
Bas ese hi kabhi manana use, isi se hi to pyar badhega...
Mein use sari jeene ki khul ke azadi dena chahta tha...
Vo chahe jese rahe jo b kare...
Jisme use khushi ho vo kare bilkul azaad...
Bas mujse kandhe se kandha milaye...
Or kadam sath sath hamare yun hi chalte jaye...
Sham ko sath du uska har kam mein or sari batein share karu or vo apni bataye...
Bas jab bhi vo presan ho bahon mein liye use chupa lu sine mein or vo sab bhul jaye...
Vo chune apne rastein or unpe chalne se pehle un raston ki mushkile tamam mere dvara use bina btaye hata di jaye...
Bas usko duniya dikhao, mera kya hai mai to bas ek dafa use dekh lu to chain a jaye...
Uske dil ki sun na chahta tha...
Apna hal batana chahta tha...
Use jesi bhi hai vese hi hamesa ke liye apnana chahta tha...
Lekin sab bikhar gaya...
Na jane kyo...