Hallat-e-Mohabbat

Kya mila duniya me akar gar mushkilo me uljha raha...
Toota raha har pal tu kyo yaadon me bikhra raha...
Kyo na jiya tu vo pal jo dil me tere sapna raha...
Tu khud hi hai ya jimmedar iska tera koi apna raha...?
Yun to har pal mushkile hai uski bandgi mein...
Is se bhi jyada kya masle hai teri zindagi mein...
Kyo jab tune pak raho pe chalke dikhaya,
teri bandgi sadgi ko kyo vo na samajh paya...
Sahi raaho par tu tha...
Pura smarpit bhi tu tha...
Kya khata hui rab jane...
Koi itna be-asar ho sakta hai dil na mane...
Gila, shikva, narajgi, berukhi ka alam jo seh le vo h jane...
Gila iska ke humne der kyo ki...
Humne samjhaya gor do bat pe ke...
Dar tha khone ka jaldbaji hame nahi fabti...
Or har baat par dil ka kabzaa hai ab humari blkul nahi chalti...
Acha shikva ye ke hum me bachpana hai...
Sochna smajhna vo smjhe ke hmare baski kaha hai...
Mein vo khayalt samjhu vo jajbaat samjhu...
Jo gehri hai pagal na banu har baat samjhu...
Ab unhe kon samjhaye ye jakar mere dil ke shayar-e-galib...
Ke dil par kise ka jor kya hai...
Humne to ek jhalak me pehli dafa dekhte h ye fainsla kiya hai...
Ke aj se chor diya tere liye dekhte hi fark karna ke sahi or galat kya hai...
Yun bhi na gor kiya kabi kise ke baton pe ke tu ye esi hai ye vesi hai...
Bas dil ne keh diya or maan liya jaise chye thi ye blkul vesi hai...
Or fir vo varsho tak ki ektarfa us se chahhat...
Jab fir is bhool ko sudhara to fir ulfat-hi-ulfat...
Ye humara ankhe moond kar sirf unhe chahna unko bhaa gaya...
Ab vo thehre anjaan in sacchi pak chahto se...
Na to chora or na jane diya bas dil behlane ke liye uljha liya...
Or ise pagalpan ne hume shayar bana diya...
Vo bhi lutf uthate rahe meri likhi har bat ka...
Kiya shukriya or kaha aj tak kise ne humre liye na esa kiya...
Har dil ki baat likhi unko bhati chali gayi...
Or vo sabko ke koi uske liye ese kar rha hai dikhati chali gayi...
Dheree dheree dil unka bhar gaya...
Or mit bethe hai or sach me unnke liye na mar bethe, na dho bethe jindagi se hath,
ise dar ne unke unhone hume darkinaar kar diya...
Unke liye asan tha vo kar bethe...
Ye najarandaj karna unka hum upar se has diye dil se jal bethe...
Ab kya kare kiski ibadat kare khuda mana jise uski berukhi ne hi keh diya naya maksad dhund le...
Ab ek hi toh hai in ankho ko koi dikhta nahi to koi kese naya rab apna dhund le...
Haal is kadar hai ki jikar kise ka bhi ho...
Naam uska hi hai, aj bhi khyal usi ka hi hai...
Swaal koi bhi ho jawab vo hi hai...
Ye jo dil me dard hai, pyar hai, ye sab jajbaat usi ke h usi se mile yaha tak ye shayri or likhna b uska h usi ke liye hai...
Koi galat samjhe ya sahi yahi sach hai baki apka najariya hai yha to kmbhakat ye dil besabr hai...
Manjil vo hi hai or thi har baat jo dil se nikli uske liye bs...
Baki har shaqs ek jariya hai...
Jariya hai jo dabe swallat jajbaat khayalat hai sab us ke usi ke liye...
Ab laut kar uspar aao toh vo mere is pagalpan or andaaj ki to kayaal thi...
Samajh na payi kabhi bas thodi si pagal thi...
Ab kya karta, chor diya use...! sayad uski khusi or duniya kahi or thi...
Mujh se to bas ek majburi vali judi door thi...
Jane diya is kadar kiya ke uske liye asan rahe...
Khud ko galat sabit kiya,
Uske sath vo sb kiya...
Use vo kaha jiski ummed mujse vo khwabo me bhi na kare...
Viswas dilaya ke koi fark ni padta tu rahe ya na tu ja teri jarurat nahi...
Teri humdardi or jhooti tassali ki bhi ab muje adaat nahi...
Or bhi bhut kuch na chahte hue bhi keh betha...
Sab uski khusi ke liye...
Beshaq bura laga ho use lekin jo thek tha vo hi kar betha...
Mera kya khus hu bas usko ye bataya ye sab kar ke...
Or shayad vo bhi...
Ab kya? me khus hu jankar....
Kuch log kabhi nahi samjhte,
Vse b vo yahi chahti thi...
Bas ek mauka chahti thi or vo mne use diya...
khud se is kadar azaad kiya...
Or fir maafi b mangi khud kuch din baad bina galti kiye jese sada hi mangta raha...
Lekin bs sayd vo ab cheje matter ni karti...
Bas ab itna hi,
ab yahi hai vo aage badh gye or khush hai...
To muje b kosis karni hai...
Bahut raaj kar liya dil ne ab dimag ki sun ni hai...
Bahut loche hue hai in raaho mein ab ek nayi shuruat karni hai...
no comments please...
no ques...
no judgement...
Personal
such things are beyond explanation...
(move on and go with the flow try to forget what bring u back, just focus on ur future, do something for others, God send u here for a purpose find and fulfil it for the people, for the world, help in making ur surrounding (the world) a better place to live;  for the upcoming nd present generation, nd be connected in groups with those who have same ideas nd a view or purpose in their life ......)
By-Yatesh Sangwan